taiwan, tomorrow.

noone will know how one feels.

today, it's a wake up call.

all i can say, this is what i deserved.
retain

i've been blogging quite often ths month yeah? :D

i'm like treating this as a onlne diary so i'll keep it update when i'm free and i can read it when i'm old :D
like so cool uh? then i can show my hubby if i have, my kids if i have then they'll know about my past.
hohoho.
i was looking at the calendar just now.
it looks weird to me when i see the year like 2020, i mean i dont know hohoh i just feels weird like seeing 2030, 2040, 2050.
and i was like seeing how many 13th friday are there in. hehs. 2012 will have quite a few uh /:

and i dont know whether to regret going taiwan.
seriously, no really excited for it.
dont really have the mood ):
somemore it's coldddddddddddddd there.
and was like packing my luggage there.
i was trying out my jeans just now and realised i've slimmed down a little! YEAH :D
cause there's this jeans which was quite tight and difficult to wear on quite some time ago, but when i tried it on it was just right! ^^ happy ~
i think my tighs are fat >:( REALLY!

i don't like my hair.
it's rough, dry and not long enough >:(

some people are just disappointments.
when you realised something and you discovered another truth, it just hurts.
the reality really hits you, real hard.
nothing is absolute in this world.

You are my strength when i am weak.
You are the treasure that i seek.
You are my all in all.

i was in the taiwan meeting sitting down, after that i realised a cut near my knee cap, it was bleeding.
but then when i took out the tissue and wiped it, the blood was dry! hoho this shows that the ut has been quite some time already but dont know when was it.
i was quite shock too, it's like 5~7 cm, and yes tsk i went to sort of used a ruler to see just now.
i got a blister at my pinky too ):

honestly, i don't really have the mood to go taiwan now.
i've lots of tutorials to catch up on, i still don't know whether i'm going to promote yet until friday and i need to perform when i'm not really familiar with my pieces.
and also, the temperature there it's like 10~14 degree.

sigh.

hehs i just finished painting my nails (:
satisfied teehee (:

went to school today to view this stupid BlueOrange.
thank God i'm able to learn quite fast, able to understand.
but i only viewed one subjects ):
cause i'm a really lazy person.
had CCA and unable to catch up after not playing for like a few weeks.
plus, i kept slacking ):
i'm really scared cause i'm going taiwan this Sunday and need to perform too ):

sometimes, i love staying in school (:
but certain point of time it makes me feel sleepy /:

for the first time today, i went to FarEast with Suhui (:
it was really big but the things aren't that cheap ):
i kept hearing that what people says FarEast is a nice place and blah blah blah
so i imagined it as a place that is similar to BugisStreet but it turns out to be really different hahahah.

i'm damn bored ): i was about to finish my post just now but i accidentally deleted everything.
so well, i couldn't really what i posted just now.

below are the few pictures that i were editing:
some were during when i was studying and day out with SH to PlazaSing for YIGLOO (:
it's nice







ta-dah
hohohohoo
and i was saying that i watched Rule #1 last night (:

it's really a nice movie (:
i remember i wanted to watch when the movie comes up
have i mention it before? :/
oh gosh i can't remember ):
cause i feel i'm kind of naggy already
the movie is really nice, i like the plot, the climax points and it was exciting too (:
i love the main lead too (: teeheee.

oh and i went to download Firefox and i'm using it now (:
it's like so much faster and better, nicer than IE.
okay FYI, i only used before IE.
kind of noob yeah?
hahahha
so this is the background i'm using and i find it cool leh (:
hahah still can put background one and i like it alot :D





okay that's all for now (:
bye peeps

i'm feeling a bit cold now, uncomfortable feeling in my stomach.
hohoho

had a great time with wm and sh today (:
we should go out more often, perhaps to study!
chatted about the old times and joke around :D
it was hilarious at some point and some epic failures too!
lunch-ed at Seoul Garden and it was nice :D
first time though but more to come teeheee



at certain points of time, i just feel cheated.
sometimes ignorance is really a bliss.
things had happened too fast too sudden that you can't figure out a reason for it.
when you find out the truth, it really hits you.
perhaps this is life, the way it is like, to mould you, to make you a stronger, a better person.
some people maybe just couldn't take it.
and this shows the different types of people that exist in this world.
天真究竟是一件好事还是坏事?

YEAH RE-EXAMS ARE OVER (:
not that stress anymore, but there's still the problem of whether promoting to worrry.
sigh
sigh
sigh

Passerby: thanks (: may i know who are you?
wanxin: hahaha kinf of weird eh? (:
keqian: yeah hahah i guess all mums are the same? (:
huiqing: thank you ((: your school got re exams also? yeah let's go out! :D

tomorrow is physics paper.

anyway, went to my cousin's baby 满月酒
to be honest, that's my father's side relatives and we aren't that close
that's not the point.
and my uncle came up to talk to me and my brother cause he thinks we're quiet.

he said this to my brother, er actually i can't really remember.
hohoho.
but he said something like we all need to socialise, and something else.
but from what he say, he's nice person really.
http://www.cnad.com/autonews/huwai/2004122016240640438.htm
http://www.gettyimages.cn/html/gettyback/html/larryspeech.html
that's him.

he's a retiree at the age of 50 i think if i'm not wrong.
sometimes, we just have to widen our horizons.
things in this world isn't that easy anymore.
getting more competitive and everything is improving.
if we don't improve ourselves, staying in our own world, some things are just hard to predict.
sometimes, i really wished that we're still in the past, living a simple life.
but we know, this could never happen because as time changes, people's heart, mindset everything change.

tired ):
didn't sleep well last night.
perhaps the stress?
it's like more stress taking re exams than taking promos
like wth ohgosh sigh.

today is GP and econs paper.
seriously fumbled.
it's like wth argh GP paper 1 was similar but then the paper 2 was like tougher than promos.
can you imagine? i or rather all of us taking the re exams thought that it would be easier.
that goes the same for Econs too. ohmy i can't recall what i memorised but actually i never go memorise lah hahah :/
but still it's so different from promos paper and tougher.
i dont even understand what the questions talking about ):
stress.
tomorrow Chemistry. hope that it wouldn't be so difficult uh
i seriously want to promote.
and i realised all the people around me all mug harder than me, getting the results they want.
yet, i'm still living in my own world not waking up.
it's always until the last minute then regret, but i'm not doing anything about it.

i hate it this way.
i hate the way i'm behaving.
i hate the me with no self-discipline.
i hate myself.

我喜欢现在的空气的味道
那种很香的味道
我不知道怎么说
就是喜欢

i'm so going to watch rule #1 on next friday (:
oops i don't remember what time is it.
but it's nice, seems like it's horror though i don't remember it's horror.


as usual, i had my afternoon nap and didn't study much again.
i guess i'll just have to study during december (:
bad habits die hard and lots of self discipline is needed yeah?
next year is A levels so lots of effort is needed.
oh rather i can't slack already.
i really needed to pass my retest and i do hope that i can pass and advance to J2.
you know is like i wish that i pass my retest at every 11:11 cause that's the thing i really wish most.

watch channel 8 just now some jackneo show about the government's law.
(: it's nice hahaha for me
and every time i tell my mum “这个戏很好看的！”
she'll just reply me in a monotone "你有什么戏不好看的"
or rather hahaha both my dad and her say the same thing.
but it's really nice lah (:

the weather now is damn nice (:
oh and it's showing 聊斋 now on channel U and some old old movie on channel 8 now.
sometimes, i really feel that like they got no shows to screen or whatever you call it.
like some shows they repeat damn a lot of times.
but hahah some is nice so yeah. but still ...

anyway what's the song for the 才华横溢广告? tell me please (:

):
i can't make myself study.
and i cannot help to resist myself sitting myself in front here just surfing the web.
i need some self-discipline.

well, didn't go to school for the study session.
don't know whether did i made a right choice or not ):
but thinking of the travel time really make me feels tired ):
argh.
so yeah i only like study econs like one essay so far.
sigh gosh gosh gosh.
re-exam is on next monday!
fast leh.

spent like the whole day sleeping again.
well, i guess i shall end my post now (:
and hope that i'll study after this (: teehee

relaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx :D :D :D
was out the whole day to orchard (:
honestly, i seldoms go to orchard. this is like the 2nd time in this year going to orchard?
:O
okay i dont know why never go there but yeah.
like from young till now i think i go to orchard like less than 10 times i guess.
hahahah.

anyway i didn't go to school today when i supposed to.
like for the stupid study period -.-
sigh
but i'm going tomorrow.
kind of boring ):
but at least it made me study a little.
i didn't really study much for the re-exam.
i got 4 subjects to retake, but i've only studied like 2?
argh.

the society now is really competitive.
like for example, iPhone4 came out, it's like so many people have it and it's like so common around.
like just now when i was at those branded boutiques, like so many people, not just window shopping only, they're really buying.
ohmy, 新加坡的有钱人真的很多

alright, i shall end my post now. (:

*tags are replied to blog (:

YES AH HAHAHA OP IS OVER OVER OVER. THIS IS DAMN HAPPY LAH (:
LIKE NO MORE STRESS, no wait still got re exams ):
BUT AIYA STILL HAPPY (:

today i woke up late. like was damn freaking scared that i'll be late for OP you know.
it's like we're going to meet at 7 for last rehearsal and i only woke up at 6.45am
sreiously, i went to snooze my alarm and stopped them -.-
good thing that today no one manage to "cut my queue" while waiting for cab.
and surprisingly the cab fare was cheaper than usual when the flag down fee was$3.20 hahahah.
so yeah panic panic and then managed to reach in time.
so i think overall it was okay, oh well but the video didn't work ...
IT'S FINALLY OVER OHMY :DDDDD

those facebook wishes really made my day (: hahahah
thanks to all those lovely people (:
and those smses too (:
love you people

shihui: yeah really? thank you love (:

huiqing: thank youuuuuuuuuu (:

NIc: thanks! who are you?

LOL this is damn funny! i just saw the subway advertisement.
so this guy was asking this girl "do you love me?"
then the girl replied, " yes yes yes yes yes yes!"
then the guy answered back, " no no no i'm asking ' do you love meat?' "
LOLLOLLOL

anyway, i just realised i only had one proper meal today.
OP tomorrow!

okay i'm done with my skin editing (:
this is my first attempt :D my first own skin.
ya luh. comments please ):
but i feel that it's not really nice though.
but anyway it's the effort that counts, really (: tsk

many things have happened recently.
and i don't know how to put them in words really.
sometimes, i just feel so disappointed and things in life is really unpredictable.
never take things for granted.