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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

an angel and a devil right beside you.
which will you choose?

Saturday, July 26, 2008

sian ... unable to do flag day cause blah blah blah blah blah and now still very very de uncomfortable ... don`t know if i will be better tomorrow ]= i still have to fetch my buddy and i cant miss it ...


i`ve been invited ... should i go? im in dilemma help


currently not in the health to blog
sorry and
people take care [=

Friday, July 25, 2008

its sunday!
the ZhuHai people are coming over [= and going to fetch then from airport


they`re coming over here for like 27.o7 to o3.o8 which is about like 8 days. lols. okays. and i don`t know what else to post about >,<






thanks wanxin for your doraemon [=


sometimes things just don`t appear what it is on the surface
don`t judge the book by its cover


Wednesday, July 23, 2008

kaes and i`ve lost my ring T.T i was like searching for high and low just now but ... i just cant find it
sad
well
perhaps its meant to be lost.



so today rained
i love rainy days cause its cold
[=
hahas
luckily it didn`t rained when i was on my way back home eh
well
today saw some of ex-school mates
in the morning board the mrt saw one
i doubt she recognised me
]=
then after that went back home
i shall named this two guys "I" and "D"
i know them and i think they should know me


in this road, "I" and "D" was in front of me while im walking with wanxin.
then went past them
"I" first walked past then turned around ask "D" 'saw?'


ok
never mind
over is over nothing actually
xP


okays then i also have health check today. then took wanxin specs and wear and walk around like for around 20mins then everyone was like looking at me with a weird expression on their face can ... lols
wearing specs is fun [=
lols



Forget injuries, never forget kindnesses.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

the weather now cool and nice xb

and i realised that last few post was lenghty

so i got this SYF heartlands performance at parkway parade this afternoon
and everything went smoothly
and i find something surprising that students from our school actually came and see our performance[=
i wonder did they came for the sake for coming or for their own will
xP
hahas
never mind

so chatted with camillia just now over the phone
[=
talk about the performance and psychology [=
woots
i love psychology [=
so now im thinking what should i take in JC or Poly?
i got four choices of what i want to be.
1. psychologist 2.teacher 3. lawyer 4. perhaps interior designer

currently in dilema
and my mid results are so so so lousy
will i even make it to JC?

Friday, July 18, 2008


perhaps all was just a wishful thinking of mines

isn`t it so?

how i wished yesterday dream was real?

that was a really a good dream for me yesterday
and i slept so well
so reluctant to wake up this morning
but i have to face the reality eh?
things perhaps is not what i think it is



live everyday to the fullest
cause i don`t know what will happened to me tomorrow
perhaps i will just get knock down by the car



and im not living my day to the fullest
i don`t even care what going of me tomorrow
just follow the fate of my life
i don`t wish to change
or rather im lazy to change



nobody

nobody

nobody

seems to trust me
they take me as a bad girl who does not does things well perhaps



since the 14 years and ? months and ?days
i know that human beings are selfish creatures


i think i really did something hahas ><

that was mean today




wondering what is it?

alright i shall tell you guys







as usual i gotta go for choir

then the staircase in the area that i normally used was closed due to the N-levels examinations




so i used the one far at the end

so theres this gate where you can see through the affiliated primary school




so i saw this few petite boys ;]

they was like sort of playing with don`t know who

so this boy put his small little box of jelly food in our secondary school he reach his hand to my secondary school




then i and kaqian saw




guess what i did ?

i picked it up look a while then threw it back to the primary school




OMG

then the cover opened then the thing was gone ................................




i think the boys saw it

then i ran up the stairs keqian says that she stood awhile there then she run ><




unfortunately theres few sec 4s guy walk pass and while running i bumped into one of them




super malu! laughing and running up the stairs




i turned back once and saw them one of the guys the facial expression was like "omg" so funny luh ps or its not funny at all







after that i and keqian was keep talking about this

lols







at one moment my jelly was still there but in the next blink, "pop" the thing is gone><




hohs

i feel "so" guilty ><

quite regretful i wasted their food i should have stand there and apologise right hahas and pay them back the money







then was it yesterday? nope yesterday was thethanksgiving rehearsal.

the mention of it makes me feel [argh~~~]




its like a total waste of time cans never mind i shan`t talk about it




yup so wednesday yup

went to the national library with kaqian and make my membership card for one bucks hahas [=







and mind you its like only my first/ second time stepping in the library xp







and look for books

i seems to be kept taking books that seems to be attractive lor

hahas




then keep taking and taking and taking don`t even know how many books i took myself




only see cover page nice then take lols

keqian saw me keep taking already then say

" you want take basket come here put your books anot xD"




had a joyable fun

and and and while choosing books that time theres this person with ringtone is the na mo a ni to pho de somemore the song de background is still hip hop like that de




i have never heard before and never knew that got people put that type of song as a ringtone







wa if at night suddenly ring ? peh peh peh




still got 14 days that door of " " open

pui pui pui

touchwood

and i realise i kept talking about the door thing

pui pui pui




xb



Friday, July 11, 2008


i back here posting


yesh


and im very busy
packed wit undone works
piling up and up
lols
actually not really




exaggerating it


lols


headache! what am i going to for the CIP ??? car wash and flea market doesnt seems to work
alamak!




so both canceled
sorry people T.T

today got flag day and walked from bugis to waterloo street then back and to suntec
tired
lols
walked and stand like for hours
but theres a feel of satisfaction when you collect donations for the people
so did for the YMCA
ang mos are generous or rather foreigner are much more generous [=
thanks!
the funny thing is walked all the way to suntec just for a mac


oh ok
or maybe its not funny
just _____
lols



anddddd i did the quiz thing on weimei`s blog [=



kinda interesting



shows a result of your personality

so this mine result

i shan`t tell you whether is true or false [=

you shall see it and conclude it for yourself

[=



so here it goes [=


Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.



Your views on education:

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.



How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.



Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.



You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.


You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.


You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.


Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.


Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.


Love at first sight is your style. You are not fussy about who you fall for, and often there seems to be no rational reason for you deciding to love someone, it just happens and you'll follow your heart. When you do fall for someone, you fall completely. Your love is somewhat child-like, or what people like to call "puppy love". While following your heart is important, you should also remember to use your head occasionally.



You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.



You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.





Nosy Level: 80%


You have a wild and crazy imagination, and this can lead you to being very nosy as you strive to check out whether your theories are true. You get very occupied with your own thoughts and create fantastic stories out of the things that you think are happening in people's lives. It might be a good idea to concentrate more on your own life.



Jealousy Level: 25%
You harbor no feelings of jealousy

You are calm and often think differently compared to other people. You don't get jealous because you believe that other people's business is theirs alone. So what if they're beautiful and score all the guys? That's their luck! Some people may think of you as being a bit of a loner.



How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?
You tend to adopt traditional roles of a fine woman. You listen to what your husband tell you attentively and enjoy being guided and led by him.




How will you choose your Mr Right?

You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.


Who will be your future Mr Right?

Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.
When will you get married?As soon as you fall in love, you'll want to grab your man and hang on to him. You will probably marry very young, so it would be wise of you to think carefully before committing.


What sort of wife will you be?

If your hubby is crazy enough to ask you to do silly things, you may as well have fun with him. You'll make a fun-loving wife.


Will you and your husband have a good time together?

You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.


What will your children be like?

Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.


How loyal are you?

You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.



The bus

As you choose to sit on the front, you are quick-witted and will always have gags to make people laugh or have questions for them to think. If you are absent, all members will be bored.



You are ambitious. Your husband is likely to be a well educated and well-to-do. He should also have a secure job and succeed in his career. You do not care much what others think of you. You choose the man who adores you. You always dress well without caring how much you have to spend on your clothes. You are embraced with wealth.



You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.



Who is your dream guy?

He is wild and adventurous. His path is often against the world. He does what he wants when he feels like. His type of girl is quite like him, independent and wise. If you love freedom and willing to risk, go for this guy.



How well do you react?

You recover quickly from disappointment. But when you feel that things are going wrong, you will react immediately.



Your future friend: You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.


Your travel plan: You will travel to exotic countries like Tibet, India, Egypt. You enjoy visiting ancient ruins, lost woods and spending time in a hut in peaceful neighborhood.


Your future financial status: You are a big spender! You always spend on friends and luxury goods without feeling guilty. No matter how much you earn, you churn to match it. Your credit cards get thinner and thinner from frequent swipes. The figure in your bank account is not what you enjoy seeing.


The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.



Your inner energy brings you through life. You will achieve your goal in life as long as you take it easy.



You are popular. Your friends feel at ease when they are around you. You are cheerful and lovely. It's not surprising that you have many good friends. You always feel happy for others, not a glimpse of envy. This is your unique character. Keep up!



You are like most other ladies who dream of a memorable wedding.



What if your boyfriend goes out with another girl?You are like most others who take the middle track. Although you won't get over-worried, you are not too optimistic either. You overcome bad times after a while and patience will bring you happiness.



What if your boyfriend goes out with another girl?

You are like most others who take the middle track. Although you won't get over-worried, you are not too optimistic either. You overcome bad times after a while and patience will bring you happiness.



You are quite pessimistic and wavering.



Your Sixth Sense Score: 70%You are reasonable and won't get blown by temptations. However, you might miss some great opportunities.



Your Working Style



You radiate sympathy and fellowship. You concern yourself chiefly with the people around you and place a high value on harmonious human contacts. You are friendly, tactful, and sympathetic. You are persevering, conscientious and orderly even in small matters, and inclined to expect others to be the same. You are particularly warmed by approval and sensitive to indifference. Much of your pleasure and satisfaction comes from the warmth of feeling of people around you. You tend to concentrate on the admirable qualities of other people and are loyal to respected persons, institutions, or causes, sometimes to the point of idealizing whatever you admire.
You have the gift of finding value in other people's opinions. Even when these opinions are in conflict, you have faith that harmony can somehow be achieved and you often manage to bring it about. To achieve harmony, you are ready to agree with other's opinions within reasonable limits. You need to be careful however, that you don't concentrate so much on the viewpoints of others that you lose site of your own.
You are mainly interested in the realities perceived by your five senses, so you become practical, realistic, and down-to-earth. You take great interest in the unique differences in each experience. You appreciate and enjoy your possessions. You enjoy variety but can adapt well to routine.
You are in your best in jobs that deal with people and in situations where cooperation can be brought about through good will. You are found in jobs such as teaching, preaching, and selling. Your compassion and awareness of physical conditions often attracts you to health professions, where you can provide warmth, comfort, and patient caring. You are less likely to be happy in work demanding mastery of abstract ideas or impersonal analysis. You think best when talking with people, and enjoy communicating. You have to make a special effort to be brief and businesslike and not let sociability slow you down on the job.
You like to base your plans and decisions upon known facts and on your personal values. While liking to have matters decided or settled, you do not necessarily want to make all the decisions yourself. You run some risk of jumping to conclusions before you understand the situations. If you have not taken time to gain first-hand knowledge about a person or situation, your actions may not have the helpful results you intended. For example, in the beginning of a new project or job, you may do things you assume should be done, instead of taking the time to find out what is really wanted or needed. You have many definite "shoulds" and "should nots," and may express these freely.
You find it is especially hard to admit the truth about problems with people or things you care about. If you fail to face disagreeable facts, or refuse to look at criticism that hurts, you will try to ignore your problems instead of searching for solutions.


look at the clouds, it looks kinda fierce ><








ACS on thurs [= RGS concert













































lengthy post today [=









Sunday, July 06, 2008

let bygones be bygones
perhaps things would change for the better?






i donno what will my tomorrow be




will it change for the better or the worse?


bottled up feelings
who knows




i just cant express myself out




time


if i could wind back time
but will the ending still be the same or even worse?
time
heals and hurts





Saturday, July 05, 2008


ah shit shit shit!
chatted with mp talk about results
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
im eligible for only ite
how?
how?
how?

bang my head onto the walls?
jump of the building?
or knock down by the car?


my heart is filled with emptiness
i need something to lie on
do i just have walls?

Friday, July 04, 2008

went to the doctor today
and i took a snap of this pic[=
just boring luh nothing to do


got two test today
english compo writing and geography

i don wished to even think of the results
i know myself
hahs
i won`t score well

































okays people byes!
enjoy your youth day holiday [=


Thursday, July 03, 2008

im so sleepy!




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some things are just prestined


i donno what will happen to me tomorrow


humans?
what are humans and animals?
are they the same?
i doubt so
perhaps humans are more sentimental is it?
i donno


what is love?