tired ):
didn't sleep well last night.
perhaps the stress?
it's like more stress taking re exams than taking promos
like wth ohgosh sigh.

today is GP and econs paper.
seriously fumbled.
it's like wth argh GP paper 1 was similar but then the paper 2 was like tougher than promos.
can you imagine? i or rather all of us taking the re exams thought that it would be easier.
that goes the same for Econs too. ohmy i can't recall what i memorised but actually i never go memorise lah hahah :/
but still it's so different from promos paper and tougher.
i dont even understand what the questions talking about ):
stress.
tomorrow Chemistry. hope that it wouldn't be so difficult uh
i seriously want to promote.
and i realised all the people around me all mug harder than me, getting the results they want.
yet, i'm still living in my own world not waking up.
it's always until the last minute then regret, but i'm not doing anything about it.

i hate it this way.
i hate the way i'm behaving.
i hate the me with no self-discipline.
i hate myself.