im bored.

this is just life.


everyone is talking about the mid year. how unprepared they are. and worrying.
me too.
lols
but who don't
my chinese is like getting bad to worse and my english.
argh.
.
okay
this morning was talking to my brother.
then i ask him that if he wanted a new backpack, and he answered yes.
so, i asked him what type of backpack he wanted.
he is still a child. yes. a innocent one but still misbehaves.
oh when can he grow up?
okay never mind.
backpack.
and he said wants one that has the tortoise shell one?
and suddenly we start talking about it. i think its cute or rather adorable to have that kind of design.
and there will be like tortoises walking around.
[=
so yes but and if you think of it. its not nice for guys. its like something cuckold =/
well.
okay i got to end off here in case the room suddenly opens. and ..............................................
bye
nights.
study hard cause its worth it.
but? that really needs determination and perserverance. i don't think i have it.

my english sucks

well, people do change be it in the good way or the bad way.
but people turn into the bad way first then good isn't it so?
i don't understand how people mind work. why do some people think in the postive and some in the negative way?
how do this world work like?
that moment,i only knew my world is engulf darkness.
the past is, now is, and always it will be.
just that i'm running away from it.
but its useless.
cause that is the fact that not you and i can change.
i don't know why.
and thats my world.
who understands anyway?its pointless.

做了那么多,付出了那么多,最后换来的却是什么?
不求回报的付出.谁又能了解?

*yawns*

i got a small little "hole" under my big toe. *ouch*

i'm tired.

countdown to mid-year. it's even like less than 10 days.

scaryyyy.

well. have to faced up to reality. i hadn't start my revision yet. dead meat.

phew.

Mrs Lau is indeed a super uber good teacher. she puts in lots of effort for us.

sigh* and hahas. today she said to weimei say she must go into JC and i replied her of course she is a 天才. lols. thn never did i expect that she can remember my name and said that i'm also one.but i replied her i'm that 天生的蠢才.

i never forget that day. [nofurtherexplanation]

and i'm worrying for my English the most important subject. i can't afford to fail it manxzs.

today got back my chinese test paper. yes it was simply just a test paper but i can't even get an A for it.

how am i going to survive the coming 'O' level chinese paper just like 1 more month away?

English was terrible. yesterday free writing, i'm not sure if i can make it.

but i still want to thank weimei and wanling on wednesday helping me in the introduction =/

[=

goodness stupid toe. ahhhhhhhh.

nevermind. its not that visible.

but its still there ]=

speaking of this remind me of the scar on my forehead.

i was primary 4 at that time and i do not want to further elaborate on the incident.

people avoid me and looked at me as if i was some kind of freak.

well to think i actually still remember it.

but its the fact. the scar will just remain. there forever and ever.

if only i could turn back time

just like the clock in the music room that goes anti-clockwise.

-stupid

feeling down ;X
i'm seriously the stupid. [for some reason ]






well.


hate to say it. but O level chinese is like only ard 1 more months
and mid year are coming.
why must we have exam?

yesterday went down to tampiness and CHC.
really had fun.
its been ages since i come out with friends.
enjoy-ed ourselves.
and shop shop shop.
time isn't enough for us.
why Singapore shopping malls doesn't have 24 hrs or till midnight =/


i want to SHOP SHOP and just SHOP please [=


study makes my brain tired.

and i bought my bro the tofu [= glad that he loves it.
tofu tofu tofu