my rank points is super duper low.

the higher the better.

i guess knowing my rank points seriously make me wake up.

my rank points make me realise if i do not start working hard now.

no doubt i'll repeat J1 next year.

but i'm do not have faith in myself in consistent work.

cause i'll give up really easily.

but i'm reminding myself to study everytime i tried to give up.

sometimes reminders do fail.

I DON'T WANT TO RETAIN

SO, i'll have to study.

i was only satisfied with my economics results cause i didn't fail though i only study a little.

chinese and maths was the most disappointing seriously.

i was like totally WTH when i got my results.

GP best.

when i got back GP i suddenly thought of ms ng.

how she told me to get serious with my work.

how she tell me to study hard for GP if i want to do JC.

two strangers A and B

A saw B

they don't talk to each other.

never talk to each other

they pass by each other everyday.

A notices B everytime

but, what about B.

如果这两个人有缘

那有没有分?

两个人在一起

真的只能单纯的靠缘分吗？

GASTRICPAINISKILLINGME.
damnit
it's like for a whole day already.
okay at least now better after taking my medicine
but still...

and seriously no mood for studies.
ARGH

last tuesday was fun :D
hang out with peeps and chat till late night :D
awesome
hahah thinking of it make me laugh :D
it was an awesome H2H chat :D
yeah.

feeling super uncomfortable now like bloated and nauseous -.-
school work is seriously stressing me.
every minutes past meant that i've wasted time that i can use to study.

sometimes, we have to let go certain things.
i was totally chocked upon hearing some things that i shouldn't know
or perhaps it's better that i dont know.
totally spoil my impression of that person.
never expected that that person would actually do such things you know.
totally.
but in the end, the fact remains as the way it is.
no point thinking about it.

stress is killing me.
but okay lols there's others also facing the same stress as me.
BUT
i need mega revision but yet failed to revise my work.
i really just dont want to study.
but still i have to
if not what else can i do?

left only 1 week plus to school term starts
piles of homework still undone and not to mention revision.

i'm just slacking everyday.
and i'm going to take A levels leh.
-.-
whatthehellisthis.

i miss those past times, really.

gotten back results.
as expected.
fail.
JC life as expected.
:O
anyway photos. :D
that awesome day out with KQ :D




day out to Singapore Arts Museum :D


day out with SH :D
and lastly, only 10 weeks to promo exams and 12 months to A level. PANIC peeps.
yet i don't feel any sense of urgency.
i have to break out of my comfort zone.
and i've been saying it since the starting of the year.
but yet i'm not doing it at all.
really.
how how how
project work is rushing and A level chinese is nearing.
many many work undone.
many revision undone.

rain please rain.