yeah yeah
holiday ~
need to study study study!
looking forward to tomorrow's carnival ;D



after E-maths paper1 on thursday

after SS paper on wednesday

whats wrong with blogger -.-
gaelkgfdjafdasfd
this is like the 4th time i'm posting the pics
urgh
cause i post le then dont know why the pics lost
never mind
heck care la dont want waste my time ;o

but it's already wasted ;o

ciao

小赌好玩
大赌 -
gambling is just same as smoking
you'll get hang of it
and in the end you'll find yourself digging a hole and jumping into it yourself
2,20,50,100,500,1000,5000 +

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SS was a flop.

that spammer hasn't been coming
well she/he's busy-ing again
but
i want to thank those who helped me ;D
yes lack of vocabulary
i only got a word for you all
a really really BIG BIG THANKS
thanks really.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY ;D
oh well wednesday is SS.
yet i'm still unable to memorise all the facts.
and 'O' levels is like in one month time. wake up!

i've changed my pm to buy me a coffin

cause i seriously feel very DEAD now.

i dont know why.

and my msn is screwed up and this time not by me but by my neighbour

wth.

that time i screwed up by my own it was like so -

and this time okay la

just the function a bit weird

and my nudge tools i have to redownload

goodness what have he done

so yesterday i said i wanted to chiong but ended up nothing

.

vulgarities sucks.

yeah
and yes today woke up at 4 plus because i suddenly had stomache in the middle of my dreams

so i went to the toilet and sleep back

10 plus woke up dont know for what reason and i realised that i was using my earpiece while i'm sleeping and the music is still on.

so slept back again and suddenly heard my mum screaming 要叫几次啊起来吃饭了！

oh how many times did she called me?

i think i didnt hear us cause i was using the earpiece.

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my brother got Mr.Bump ;D

damn kawaii.

okay oh ya, suddenly remembered.

yesterday was learning to 93.3

jackneo and chongqing

talking about the 吓到笑

so he say that he challenged the good friend when he was in NS

and anyway that's not the main point

he was saying that one scene in the show was true and was really weird. cause there is this lady standing in like 60degree, like MJ is 45degree but hers was 60degree. and they went to ask her why she was standing like that she say she didn't. so they called her to stand again, but she cannot do back the same, and he say if anyone is going to watch the movie, take note of the scene where he and other 2 guys are sitting in the coffee shop one then there's some lady burning incense paper or whatever la. is on the top left corner one.

don't feel like sleeping.

i want go out

but today is not a good day.

;o

i'm DEAD bored

study study and study

and because it's for your own good.

chiong tomorrow

YouCanDoIt.

oh what crap and bye ;D

P.S : can i throw away all my chinese worksheets already?

i'm trying to wake up everyday at 4 to study but i failed except for once.
i snooze it for like a 4-5 times and then finally turning it off.
sigh*
i'm still worried about my english
combined humans
and all others subjects
i'm like sort of "deproving" or whatever la
next friday is english paper so how?!!??!
goodness
anyway today studied a bit of social studies with Mrs Lee ;D
and halfway i saw a burnt incense paper fell from the sky that lands on the stones there.
yes and overall i'm far way behind
really
English oral IS OVER and i only know that i'm dead meat
my english sucks like dont know what and i can't do proper english in terms of writing or talking.
yes

anyway did high jump during PE lesson
it was fun of course ;D
i love high jump because at the point when i jump, the point in the air, it felt like i'm flying.
yeah something like that ;D though i'm not really good at it ;x
my brother was once a highjump-er? too ;D in primary school.
he got third i think in primary 3?
hahas
then when i got back home i chat with him about highjump
and i asked him whether he love highjump
he was like of course la
then he said that how come i can have highjump during pe lessons and why he doesnt have it
;D

yeah and today in school
a teacher shall not say who but very weird
scold me for small little things
and picks on me
that teacher was like giving out worksheet and i dont know how the hell he actually notices my nail is painted.
anyway, it's not that obvious right cause it's only ONE nail and the paint is falling off.
so he said like wa liuzhi you got so much time to decorate yourself ah
anyway
that was like painted long ago
and he doesnt have to exaggerate it and the whole class can hear it ;o

and heard this story on 100.3
i only heard i think half of the story
so i'm trying to recall what i remembered ;D

女孩说：我要出国了
男孩说：很好啊，那里有很多帅哥
女孩问：你要和我一起去吗？
男孩回答说：不了
女孩说：对阿这里有很多美女
到了机场
女孩说：我一定会找到鼻子很高蓝眼睛的男朋友
男孩说：好啊祝你幸福
女孩转头走了，哭了。
男孩看着女孩的背影，也哭了。
女孩一直写信
男孩就一直回信
一年后 男孩到了机场去接女孩
女孩看到男孩旁边多了一个女生
女孩看到了 伤心地说：祝你幸福
女孩走了
男孩旁边那个女生说：弟弟我们走吧

手术室里 男孩说：你一定要给她幸福
女孩站在男孩的坟前 身边多了一个男生 就是那位医生
女孩哭了 因为男孩死了
女孩问男孩：你下辈子要和几个人一起生活
男孩回答：我和我爱的人 你呢
女孩说：我会一个人生活因为我爱的人还没和我说 我爱你

男孩本要和女孩说 我爱你 但她走了
女孩本要和男孩说 我爱你 可是他死了


我觉得就一句简单的 我爱你
却能造成遗憾

was it coindence or fate?


so just came home from movie with friends.
OVERHEARD
nice
okay
ya and we jay-walked in front of the police car.
Lol

hmmmm...
well i didn't follow my so called time-table i planned
cause i didnt wake up early and slept for like till 1
realise that there's a lot of time wasted


i don't feel this way in the past because yup i don't know what to do in the morning
so i slept for like till 1+ or 2+
but now o levels are getting near
i have to plan my time wisely


there's a saying say: " It does not matter how slowly you go, as long as you do not stop"

STUDY STUDY STUDY!


i was called kiasu for doing the physics prelim papers when it was given out and completing my chemistry multiple choice
like?
;o


and h.huiqing was saying that how honoured sihui is because diana was only able to remember her birthday.
then i told her diana also remembered my birthday ;D
because my and hers birthday falls on the same day
hello sister ;D
yes and amazingly we're using the same pencilcase too ;D
we never bought it together one hor
hahas
we just so happen to have the same one ;D
but sadly i'm not that clever as her though

people are coming to my house and using my house design as a guide to design their own house
;o
i don't like that cause well i'm lazy to say luh


yup
and tomorrow is Chemistry O level skill 3
so, good luck everyone


and i'm going to miss the paris and milan later D;
because i'll be going out later to buy printer ;o


another cactus of mine dead T.T
it's really not easy to grow cactus

as predicted i failed my geography test
i feel that i'm such a disappointment
i failed because i didn't study hard enough
really
i could have passed

so now i got to cut down my online time
but i like is put afk =/
but still sometimes will be distracting
so
so
so

i dont know

bye ;D

i thought iphone how come so cheap. that was US $ not S$ ;D

i woke up super early today. for me la.

first time in new house i woke up at 8+[for normal days]

hahas

not forgotting to watch the eclipse show on channel u
the whole show like more than 30 mins

and i get tired of it

so, i only watched the eclipse part

the end part i didn't watch

i didn't saw how the panda reacts to the eclipse part

trying to concentrate on my studies

and revise as much as i can

;D

jiayou

people, we have to tear with JOY on the day we get our results

random. i designed this myself [= anyway my room is i own designed de {:
opps it's blurred. anyway this my 橱

some overdued photos. anyway that book A Walk To Remember by Nicholas Sparks nice

i need a printer

a dvd player

and time.

i got my sanitizer, Dettol aloevera.

Aloe vera is nice too ;D

有时真的觉得累了
自己很没有用
其实
唉 算了吧

告诉自己
坚持下去
可是为什么都是3分钟热度
不明白

世界末日
似乎是在2012年

想说却说不出口
太多太多了

girl, please dont give up. you must persist because your name tells you so.
yup
my name
柳芝

this is my 200th post.

anyway
http://o-level-physics.blogspot.com/2009/01/physics-spa-skill-3.html

around two more weeks to O levl chinese results.
81 more days to O level first papers.
oh shyt

needless to say, my geography paper was a flop again.

anyway, there will be eclipse tomorrow. but we wouldn't be able to see it unless we're in china
but it is telecast on tv
better than nothing?

wished i got a gun right now.
and i could end my life at this moment.
unrevealed mind unspoken thoughts
it's not surprising if i suddenly dies and noones know the reason why

世界真的很奇妙
一切就是那么的巧合

okay so time is runnign out for me
i got the sense of urgency that i really need to study hard
teachers are like emphasising the importance of O level
giving me the pressure to study study study
so what am i doing now in front of this comp.
well i need a break
but compared to the pros in the class
i'm like way way behind

alright
helping my father to do some work
watch some episodes of reborn i think there will be some time for me to study ;S
;D
ciao`

prelims are gettting nearer.

next week is week 3 so which means there's around 6 weeks left to revise for prelims

and 1 week after prelims shold be 'O' level already

but yet

i'm not well-prepared for it

sigh*

.

i really find people being super lame and retarded.

cant even bothered with such a person who dont even dare to come out face to face but just hiding behind thinking that oh whatever

i don't even have to bother with someone that doesn't have any guts speak up face to face but hiding behind the screens

just show up lor

but you don't have th guts.

anyway still thanks to you huh

for being concerned about me

although busy but still make the effort to come and tag

for increase my blog's visit.

oh whatever

and do you think would anyone care?

what you did is just only a stupid lame spamming.

TO VIV:

retarded.
oh and i'm so regret after i delete your first post
why don't you post again
why dont you come face to face?
your first tag is like so retarded lor
get your facts right?
LOL why dont dare to delete your post?
you dont even dare to face me lor
i can imagine you are just like a small rat hiding behind the screens
LOL
talking to you will be like lowering myself
cause you like so ill-mannered
did you mother teach you to do all this?
huh?
LOL
what a joke
rather than hiding behind the screens why dont you show up?
or you dont dare?
Do you need to see a psychologist?

Oh well . Seems that recently someone been spamming my blog with negative comments ? But i am afraid to tell you sorry this comment dosent even hurt me or wound me cause i cant imagine myself being angry over trivial stuffs like that.

currently having flu, i think it's jut a normal flu
so tomorrow is chinese oral and maths test.
sigh i think i won't be that hardworking to study my maths.

today chemistry lesson was fun [=



structures of organic acids etc.
smaller group of class is more fun hahas like just now chemistry lesson.
there was only half a class.

and
physics was terrible.
three periods which is around i think 2 hours leh.
bored and tiring.

the way teachers teaches really influence the lesson a lot.




To love oneself is the beginning of a life-long romance.

cant sleep
bye

以为已经习惯了孤独
但有时却会害怕
孤独


dead bored.
slap me?
-

this is the dead cactus. ;(

super duper ugly face.

i miss her lots and lots. she's super duper cute and she super good at words and she's only 2 and a half years old.

oh ya and watch cimewatch just now. one of the police was my aunt's ex.

i love rainy days ;D

alright school is reopening soon and loads of homework undone

good luck ;]

yeah yeah and and feel like skipping school on friday but don't know how to tell my parents

yup

lie to them say no school?

lols thats not a good way.

i think i'll just attend school on friday but its humans LEH?!?!?!

and today bio lesson slept again for ard 10 mins and woke up

cause i don't want complains from teacher that i've been sleeping

seriously regret now for opting for bio

should have take literature cause can replace my humans =/

but

aiya

some things are just meant to be ;D

oh ya and i remembered
new way of tatoo-ing
http://www.jbtalks.cc/thread-386019-1-2.html




前方是絕路 希望在转角

skipped geography test ;X
cause i totally didn't study at all.
and i realised i also didn't studied much for geography during the MYE.
i only read the tropical rainforest ;X
and my cactus is dead D;

this is the upcoming sony ericsson slide phone with 8.1 mega-pixels

this is another upcoming one touchscreen with 12.1 mega-pixels

its snail ;D edible

m'sia at RedBox. we've got KBox here and they've got RedBox ;D

dang.
i'm too lazy to do my homework.
what the -

i don't wish to describe my day today

http://www.paulsadowski.org/Numbers.asp
http://www.paulsadowski.org/BirthDay.asp

try it out. ;D



and i'm gonna miss Paris and Milan today cause going to go out with mum for dinner and won't be back at that time.


oh oh and i remembered.

yes yesterday i was going out for dinner and i saw something

there was this few words written on outside of the box:
好人是人
坏人也是人
路是自己走出来的
after this got one line of words in red but can't really remember what is it

after seeing and reading it, i think it should be someone that is abnormal then will be that lame to do that right?
nowadays, the no. of people with mental illness are increasing.
people mumbling to themselves
some talking loudly to the air
and a lot more
just that we don't see it.
is this how the world have become? that results in this?

没有朋友并不表示孤独
但有朋友却不表示不孤独

我曾问，世界有奇迹吗？
可倩回答, 我们的相遇就已经是一个奇迹了
对hor我做么没有想到？她真的很聪明

right?



有时觉得很奇怪
当A把B成是朋友时
可是B并不把A当成朋友
A说B是他的朋友
然后B觉得很奇怪认为A是自己的朋友咩？

cyber world is indeed pluto? lols. so surprised to see my cousins able to find her way through my blog?
and this world supposingly only have one Tay Liu Zhi right? [=

lols. currently playing fishing game in meetoto.
intensive chinese learning seriously can sleep.
somemore today sat in wesley hall like fr 2 hours plus. siao eh.

and like my english still fail, by 0.2
why don't they just round up.

never mind i'll start read newspaper and more storybooks.


一切都说不完的

whats done can't be undone.

oh well.



anyways yes fx, that one also make me laugh like hell.



and i think there's months i never watch 娱乐百分百 cause i was like staying back in school.

so i missed a lot a lot. so this few days the moment i go online i go youtube watch lols. those jokes that 小猪小鬼 crap about really make me laugh.



okay and i got to stop now.

bye`

http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XOTEyNDYyMTI=.html

12 more days to MotherTongue 'O' Level paper.
finished MYE but the worst thing is that we have to get back our papers which is on this Thursday.

Oral should be okay im only afraid for my english oral.
but anyways its over.

why Americans just speak vulgarities like nobody's business?

这就是人生
总会遇到障碍
被命运打败
学的振作才是最重要的
人生是不会美满的
放下昨天专心今天
明天不知还在吗
人不知明天会发生什么事不能预料未来
但能把握此时此刻
与其天天埋怨昨天或者过去的事
倒不如想现在或是等下该做的事
人就是这样
问问自己开心吗
没人帮得了自己
只有自己能帮助自己
心的那扇门
开还是不开
方还是不放
说了说
但做到并不是一件容易的事
这就是一个考验
考验着我们的意志力
考验着我们的耐力

lols. how come SonyEricson phone can be charged through the USB cable?
anyways, yes exams are over. over is over. finally
but the chinese O level is coming. got to prepared myself for it by doing lots and lots of paper.
i shall start doing later. while watching tv hahas.


and sigh*
i want to fly

currently in slacking mode and those exams really made me tired.
no motivation argh.
and i know i'm not going to do well in this mid year.


i want to escape from this world.
people are getting more materialistic.
why?
how i wished someday the world will end. cause everything is so corrupted.
its easy to turn bad but hard to turn good.


and there's Paris and Milan tonight.
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.
.
and i'm getting too much headaches nowadays.
and i can't sleep at night.perhaps i can try sleeping pills,and never wake up.
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don't hang your clothes outside the house at night. under the moon.
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.
.
thats me always superstitious.
and i remember at zhuhai, knock the door before you enter the hotel room, don't specially go and arrange your shoes neatly.
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.
alright bye. 2 more papers to go.

mid year sucks seriously.
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still got chemistry, physics, emaths-paper2, biology paper1 and amaths-paper2.
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.
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its mother's day today.
So, HAPPY MOTHER's DAY.
yup.
my mum thought that it was last sunday and we celebrated last sunday =/
nothing much just went out and bought a cake from bangawan solo.
the pink heart one.
sigh.
.
.
anyways, is Meridian JC good?
=/
and should i go JC/ Poly.?
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.
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and yesterday爱就宅一起was last 2 episode. the last part was touching.




或许世界变了,人也跟着变.

sometimes, i wish the world will end. and everything will restart again.

im bored.

this is just life.


everyone is talking about the mid year. how unprepared they are. and worrying.
me too.
lols
but who don't
my chinese is like getting bad to worse and my english.
argh.
.
okay
this morning was talking to my brother.
then i ask him that if he wanted a new backpack, and he answered yes.
so, i asked him what type of backpack he wanted.
he is still a child. yes. a innocent one but still misbehaves.
oh when can he grow up?
okay never mind.
backpack.
and he said wants one that has the tortoise shell one?
and suddenly we start talking about it. i think its cute or rather adorable to have that kind of design.
and there will be like tortoises walking around.
[=
so yes but and if you think of it. its not nice for guys. its like something cuckold =/
well.
okay i got to end off here in case the room suddenly opens. and ..............................................
bye
nights.
study hard cause its worth it.
but? that really needs determination and perserverance. i don't think i have it.

my english sucks

well, people do change be it in the good way or the bad way.
but people turn into the bad way first then good isn't it so?
i don't understand how people mind work. why do some people think in the postive and some in the negative way?
how do this world work like?
that moment,i only knew my world is engulf darkness.
the past is, now is, and always it will be.
just that i'm running away from it.
but its useless.
cause that is the fact that not you and i can change.
i don't know why.
and thats my world.
who understands anyway?its pointless.

做了那么多,付出了那么多,最后换来的却是什么?
不求回报的付出.谁又能了解?

*yawns*

i got a small little "hole" under my big toe. *ouch*

i'm tired.

countdown to mid-year. it's even like less than 10 days.

scaryyyy.

well. have to faced up to reality. i hadn't start my revision yet. dead meat.

phew.

Mrs Lau is indeed a super uber good teacher. she puts in lots of effort for us.

sigh* and hahas. today she said to weimei say she must go into JC and i replied her of course she is a 天才. lols. thn never did i expect that she can remember my name and said that i'm also one.but i replied her i'm that 天生的蠢才.

i never forget that day. [nofurtherexplanation]

and i'm worrying for my English the most important subject. i can't afford to fail it manxzs.

today got back my chinese test paper. yes it was simply just a test paper but i can't even get an A for it.

how am i going to survive the coming 'O' level chinese paper just like 1 more month away?

English was terrible. yesterday free writing, i'm not sure if i can make it.

but i still want to thank weimei and wanling on wednesday helping me in the introduction =/

[=

goodness stupid toe. ahhhhhhhh.

nevermind. its not that visible.

but its still there ]=

speaking of this remind me of the scar on my forehead.

i was primary 4 at that time and i do not want to further elaborate on the incident.

people avoid me and looked at me as if i was some kind of freak.

well to think i actually still remember it.

but its the fact. the scar will just remain. there forever and ever.

if only i could turn back time

just like the clock in the music room that goes anti-clockwise.

-stupid

feeling down ;X
i'm seriously the stupid. [for some reason ]






well.


hate to say it. but O level chinese is like only ard 1 more months
and mid year are coming.
why must we have exam?

yesterday went down to tampiness and CHC.
really had fun.
its been ages since i come out with friends.
enjoy-ed ourselves.
and shop shop shop.
time isn't enough for us.
why Singapore shopping malls doesn't have 24 hrs or till midnight =/


i want to SHOP SHOP and just SHOP please [=


study makes my brain tired.

and i bought my bro the tofu [= glad that he loves it.
tofu tofu tofu