my rank points is super duper low.

the higher the better.

i guess knowing my rank points seriously make me wake up.

my rank points make me realise if i do not start working hard now.

no doubt i'll repeat J1 next year.

but i'm do not have faith in myself in consistent work.

cause i'll give up really easily.

but i'm reminding myself to study everytime i tried to give up.

sometimes reminders do fail.

I DON'T WANT TO RETAIN

SO, i'll have to study.

i was only satisfied with my economics results cause i didn't fail though i only study a little.

chinese and maths was the most disappointing seriously.

i was like totally WTH when i got my results.

GP best.

when i got back GP i suddenly thought of ms ng.

how she told me to get serious with my work.

how she tell me to study hard for GP if i want to do JC.

two strangers A and B

A saw B

they don't talk to each other.

never talk to each other

they pass by each other everyday.

A notices B everytime

but, what about B.

如果这两个人有缘

那有没有分?

两个人在一起

真的只能单纯的靠缘分吗？

GASTRICPAINISKILLINGME.
damnit
it's like for a whole day already.
okay at least now better after taking my medicine
but still...

and seriously no mood for studies.
ARGH

last tuesday was fun :D
hang out with peeps and chat till late night :D
awesome
hahah thinking of it make me laugh :D
it was an awesome H2H chat :D
yeah.

feeling super uncomfortable now like bloated and nauseous -.-
school work is seriously stressing me.
every minutes past meant that i've wasted time that i can use to study.

sometimes, we have to let go certain things.
i was totally chocked upon hearing some things that i shouldn't know
or perhaps it's better that i dont know.
totally spoil my impression of that person.
never expected that that person would actually do such things you know.
totally.
but in the end, the fact remains as the way it is.
no point thinking about it.

stress is killing me.
but okay lols there's others also facing the same stress as me.
BUT
i need mega revision but yet failed to revise my work.
i really just dont want to study.
but still i have to
if not what else can i do?

left only 1 week plus to school term starts
piles of homework still undone and not to mention revision.

i'm just slacking everyday.
and i'm going to take A levels leh.
-.-
whatthehellisthis.

i miss those past times, really.

gotten back results.
as expected.
fail.
JC life as expected.
:O
anyway photos. :D
that awesome day out with KQ :D




day out to Singapore Arts Museum :D


day out with SH :D
and lastly, only 10 weeks to promo exams and 12 months to A level. PANIC peeps.
yet i don't feel any sense of urgency.
i have to break out of my comfort zone.
and i've been saying it since the starting of the year.
but yet i'm not doing it at all.
really.
how how how
project work is rushing and A level chinese is nearing.
many many work undone.
many revision undone.

rain please rain.

mid year are over, at least can relax a bit.
lol there are more to come.

was at tumblr.com the whole day yesterday
kind of got addicted.
i love tumblr.com ;D
great pictures people take and posted like those above.
meaningful things :D
you can read how people feel about certain things etc etc
at least for me lah.
dont know about others.

and i'm very very bored now.
maybe i should do revision now.
no that's siao
never touch books unless necessary.
or maybe when it is necessary, i won't touch them.
it's like after you study for like years already, you got phobia for books.
the moment you see them, you'll feel like falling asleep.
books can train your self-discipline man. -.-
i dont know what the hell i'm talking about.
i'm just very very very very bored. x ∞

okay i go to listen to songs now.

bye.

MYE IS FINALLY OVER.
ended in one week.
i realised JC life pass real fast.
it's just like you've just started school and MYE just come and go by.
real fast.
no time to waste.
but yet i've wasted so much.
sometimes only when you suffer then you'll learn.
during the papers, i was totally demoralised.
sitting in the hall, reminded of last year O levels.
see the back of the people, somehow find similar backs among them.
miss those times but we can't turn back time.
it's the fact.
we all have to move on.
let the past be the best part memories of our lives.

last day of paper, i should be happy but yet sad.
realising starting revising so much later than everyone.
i really hope that at the end of the day.
i won't retain.
went out with friends.
awesome day.

wonder how kq is doing.
got lots of things that i want to tell her in face.
got lots of things i want to share with her.
sitting in the bus,
passing by primary school, i remembered how we wait together for her sister to finish school
passing by secondary school, remembered the times that we've shared together
those roads that we always walked together
everything.
you're my BFF forever. ❤

i'm so dead bored.
TOMORROW is GP.
tuesday chinese
wednesday econs
thursday math and physics
and finally friday chemistry.

i haven't touch chemistry chinese and GP yet.
i don't have the sense of urgency to study, really.
sigh.
how how how?!

yawns.
and i think, so what.
STUDY MANZSXC
econs is another subject that i have to memorise the content and shitzxsc -.-
my memory work sucks.

sigh.

9 MORE DAYS TO MIDYEAR.
AND THE THING IS I HAVEN'T START REVISING.
when i posted the i should step out my comfort zone and start studying
i totally didn't do it.
today reached home at around 4 plus.
and until now
i haven't study anything.
and this really shouldnt goes on.
i post about this so that i can remind myself to study
and later i'll start taking my books for display
-.-
gosh

times really flies.
i want to go taiwan :D
yeah and have i mention before that i'm going to taiwan at the end of this year.
i was a bit shocked that i got in which meant that my interview was successful.
only performing arts get to choose taiwan and as a choice leh :D
so since i'm one i should grab the chance :D

looking forward to it :D
that'll be the second time i'll be taking the plane
first time was the ZhuHai
overall this means that 两次搭飞机都是和朋友 :D
hmmmm is it a good or bad thing?

i just deleted some of my facebook messages and it actually says something like messages deleted. undo? i was like woah. first time i see things that's deleted can be undo.

but the fact that in life, we can't undo things.
some things in life, you can't delete it easily.
that's life.

14 more days to midyear.

i just hope that i won't retain seriously
i feel like quitting school
quitting studies
and this make me feel even more useless
more than 1000+ people is doing the same thing as me
yet they didn't give up
how can i give up
persevere on

sigh

feel sick on thursday and missed physics test
damn physics
seriously cannot take it
but i dont know what other subject to take

PERSEVERE MAN

getting slacker and slacker everyday
took a nap just now
and now i'm feeling sleepy again.
i should really start and studying NOW
yes and when do i ever do what i say.

i miss the past
those time we had fun laughter and joy
all those stupid things
but yet
everything just end
i dont know why
we slowly distance away from each other
i want to know the reason
at least why
but
what's the point now
so what if i know the reason
things will still remain the same
life still have to go on
you'll lead yours
i'll lead mine

sometimes, even the slightest thing will show, who are the one that cares for you.

damn itzsxc.
seriously got no mood for school work.
it's super what the hell.
i was like intending to PI.
then digress of to do other things.
and it's due on 6pm
.
.
.
i spent my saturday doing only 2-3 math questions, sunday doing qn1-3 of physics tutorial.
and needless to say, i just remember that i got physics test on coming thursday.
and
i'm totally lost in physics.
-.-
STRESS
20 MORE DAYS TO MIDYEAR.
i should keep counting fown to remind myself
and my GP homework
gosh left it in the school locker.
be prepared to stand for GP lesson again
i'm seriously wasting A LOT OF TIME.
when people are complaining there's not enough time, i'm just wasting my time doing some meaningless stuffs.
and
action speaks louder than words.
doing nothing at all seriously.
-.-
rather than panicking here.
i should just go lie in my bed and set alarm to wake up early in the morning.
just hope that i won't 赖床
cause whenever i say i want to wake up early, it'll never succeed.

it's an heart shape thing found on the floor. abandoned love?

wanxin: really? yeah. you know when i was running i seriously want to give up D: i was like aiya it's okay to wake up early to go for wellness programme :\
celestine: HELLO SISTER :D

i lost my 2 favourite earrings today D:

and i'm going to buy it back

hopefully still have.

so i wasted my friday when there's no school.

PW consultation

seriously need improvement on my ideas.

D:

if not

-

i lost 3 things this week.

my tie + 2 earrings.

sometimes what's lost

it's lost

it'll never be back.

YES I PASSED MY 2.4 RUN

by 2 secs

:D

thanks for those who cheered for me and pushed me on :D

happy and touched :D

but it's still not a D grade yet D:

never mind

there's always a next time :D

but i still glad that i passed

cause i never pass before D:

there's no school tomorrow :D

YEAH

but there's an one hour concert.

compulsry for all.

hope that it wouldn't be boring.

i love holidays cause that means more time to study :D

but for me, i wanted to study but in the end i didn't study much.

it's more of like "book display"

sigh

24 MORE DAYS TO MIDYEAR.

i got loads of things to revise D:

fx: yup it's NAPFA :\ and the tiger's head D: thank goodness it's still attached :D
Passer-by: opps sorry thanks :D

25 MORE DAYS TO MIDYEAR.

and i'm like SUPER slack.
though i always stayed back to study, but seriously, i did nothing.
imagine 4 hours for like 1 math question?
then go home eat bathe watch tv sleep?
gosh and this is how i ended myself in piles of homework.
physics is obviously killing me cause it's the last thing i would do.

When you find yourself in a hole, stop digging. ---Will Rogers

yes that's me.
this sentence reminds me of sec4 when mdm sng was scolding me
" DO YOU KNOW YOU HAVE DUG A VERY BIG HOLE FOR YOUSELF AND JUMPED INTO IT? "
and it comes back to me again.
seriously, i'm really grateful to her.
she has waken me up gave me hope and i managed to get a b3 for English during O levels.

and without doubts, i'm obviously facing trouble in GP.
old habits return.
not diong GP homework and never fail to stand and not paying attention in almost every GP lesson.

and physics hohoho.
not doing tutorials.

honestly some teachers really make me sleep.

and today during physics lesson,
teacher was asking why we feel so tired.
and something i can't remember.
then i said that the lesson is boring.
people behind me " eh LiuZhi er hahah"
i was like " er no i'm not trying to say the teacher is boring but the content is boring "

TOMORROW GOT PFT D:

lols

why some of my friends was like "huh?" when i said the word "PFT"

then i replied them " oh nafa "

STRESS cause i can run maximum ONLY 16.3o

imagine a consistent failure for 2.4 run

16.30 is certainly a challenge for me.

but i think i got improve :D

running every PE lessons leh.

but i'm thankful for new friends that will push me along to run.

i'm not someone who can persevere till the end for RUNNING.

PW :D

SR got 80.8% As and the rest is either B/C :D

[i'm not still used to saying SR as my school somehow :\ ]

it's a really really VERY VERY GOOD.

80.8% leh!

and our principal because of this gave the school 1 day holiday which is on the 26th :D

great!

but this also means that we MUST do better by creating a new record next year.

STRESS.

sigh

i dont even know if i'm doing well for my PI.

well, time really do flies.

and i'm like wasting my time everyday when everyone is complaining that there's not enough time and etcs.

i'm like nothing to do -.-

cause i got this midset thinking that i have no homework for everyday.

then the next morning i'll realised that actually i got a lot of things not done.

it's like what the hell -.-

and i want to go watch tv now.

BYE

小鬼来新加坡了
bugis junction 7pm
and i was planning to go but last minute totally forgot about it D:
sigh

will be having SUPPLEMENTARY LESSONS during the holidays. it's like wth -.-
sigh
it's only the beginning of the year D:
but this is JC life manxszc.

staying back everyday in school.
i always said i wantto do homework.
but it was inefficient HAHAH cause i stayed back for like few hours and around one-eighth of the time i'm like slacking or dreaming or some sorts.

CONSISTENT WORK.

PERSERVERE!

KEQIAN: HELLOOOOOOO ;D hahahh okay :D School is starting soooooooon for you :D

di: okay :D

Gabriel: Hello :D

my blog is dying :O
nobody is visiting hahah.
cause everyone is busy with their schoolwork and stuffs.
i miss everyone.
seriously.


♥

i'm tired.
legs are tired from monday PE.
have to run like almost 3km ++
it's like worse than that 2.4
and as you all know i don'trun ;\

anyway i'm think i'm betterin coping my work now ;\
cause hahah homework that is due tomorrow is finished :D
yeah
at least don't feel that stress.
but e-learning seriously sucks.
ad i'm so lazy to download the file and player.

my physics teacher is making me sleep.
i really miss sleeing in physics lesson during secondary school.
and nowadays weather is SO SUPER HOT.
-.-

got back diagnostic test for GP.
language was graded and expected, i failed.

my blog is dying.

KEQIAN: why isn't not fun as past year? D: mine's still okay, not bad :D fun fun. the day before i come back singapore i stayed up the whole night. and went for morning RIDE :D "hint hint" :D
WANXIN:THANKS :D

i feel i'm kinda stupid some of the time.
i just saw a guy signed in from msn and i was going to ask "hey, who are you?"
then i realised that was my brother's account, not mine.

anyway, Chinese New Year is O-V-E-R.
it's like so FAST can.
and i lost money D:
but that isn't the thing.
FUN is the thing manzsxc.

but there's loads of homework during chinese new year D:
and i felt stress on the day before the start of school.
i cried. :O

i'm seriously afraid of retaining.
and MK told me that 50% of GM students will retain in SR.
then i was trying to be postitive and replied him," let's make history"
and he replied me," yeah 100% retain"

JC is the path i've choosed.
it's my choice.
and i should WORK HARD.

why am i always 三分钟热度?
and by right i shouldn't be online right now.
so, BYE!

Is it Love?
1. Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing? and your voice caught within your chest?
it isn’t love, it’s like.

2. You can’t keep your hand off them, am I right?
it isn’t love, it’s lust

3. Are you proud and eager to show them off?
it isn’t love, it’s luck

4. Do you want them because you know they’re there?
it isn’t love, it’s loneliness

5. Are you there because it’s what everyone wants?
it isn’t love, its loyalty

6. Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don’t want to hurt them?
it isn’t love, its pity

7. Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
it isn’t love, it’s lack of confidence

8. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
it isn’t love, it’s infatuation

9. Do you tell them that everyday they are the one you think of?
it isn’t love, it’s a lie

10. Are you willing to give up all your favorite things for their sake?
it isn’t love, it’s charity

11. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
it isn’t love, it’s friendship

12. Do you accept their faults because it’s part of who they are?
then it’s love

13. Do you cry for their pain, even when they’re strong?
then it’s love

14. Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply, it hurts?
then it’s love

15. Do you stay because a blinding incomprehensible mix of pain, and elations pulls you close and hold you?
then it’s love

16. Are you attracted to others but stay with them faithfully with no regrets?
then it’s love

17. Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?
then it’s love

18. And always remember - love isn’t one sided!! - Both must love for LOVE to exist!

-taken from tumblr.com

i was feeling down during school today.
D:

feelinf at least better now.
and that domo picture was download by my brother :
hehs so weird.
but it's nice ;D

CNY celebration tomorrow.
unsure whether to go back secondary school not.

but dang looking forward for CNY :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
yeah yeah yeah
loads of homework :O

replies to tag.

fx: D: still have dandruff leh when i combed my hair just now. but not a lot already. i don't use pantene :| hehs :D anyway love you too :DD
viviann: I MISS YOU TOO :D

5 more days to CNY :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
today took height and weight :D
happy that i didn't grow taller :D
and even happier that i lost weight :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i lost 2.5kg :D

anyway, my school is so INTO running.
and i can't run.

and i like my school field ❤
cause it's nice.
hohohohoh.

replies to tag.

Jonathan: HELLO :D

KEQIAN: hehs yeah yeah :D

fx: but i need to dry my hair : and my hair doesn't dry fast : hahhah. i think it's my shampoo. Loreal not suitable for me D: