im bored.
Monday, April 27, 2009
this is just life.
everyone is talking about the mid year. how unprepared they are. and worrying.
me too.
lols
but who don't
my chinese is like getting bad to worse and my english.
argh.
.
okay
this morning was talking to my brother.
then i ask him that if he wanted a new backpack, and he answered yes.
so, i asked him what type of backpack he wanted.
he is still a child. yes. a innocent one but still misbehaves.
oh when can he grow up?
okay never mind.
backpack.
and he said wants one that has the tortoise shell one?
and suddenly we start talking about it. i think its cute or rather adorable to have that kind of design.
and there will be like tortoises walking around.
[=
so yes but and if you think of it. its not nice for guys. its like something cuckold =/
well.
okay i got to end off here in case the room suddenly opens. and ..............................................
bye
nights.
study hard cause its worth it.
but? that really needs determination and perserverance. i don't think i have it.
everyone is talking about the mid year. how unprepared they are. and worrying.
me too.
lols
but who don't
my chinese is like getting bad to worse and my english.
argh.
.
okay
this morning was talking to my brother.
then i ask him that if he wanted a new backpack, and he answered yes.
so, i asked him what type of backpack he wanted.
he is still a child. yes. a innocent one but still misbehaves.
oh when can he grow up?
okay never mind.
backpack.
and he said wants one that has the tortoise shell one?
and suddenly we start talking about it. i think its cute or rather adorable to have that kind of design.
and there will be like tortoises walking around.
[=
so yes but and if you think of it. its not nice for guys. its like something cuckold =/
well.
okay i got to end off here in case the room suddenly opens. and ..............................................
bye
nights.
study hard cause its worth it.
but? that really needs determination and perserverance. i don't think i have it.
my english sucks
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
well, people do change be it in the good way or the bad way.
but people turn into the bad way first then good isn't it so?
i don't understand how people mind work. why do some people think in the postive and some in the negative way?
how do this world work like?
that moment,i only knew my world is engulf darkness.
the past is, now is, and always it will be.
just that i'm running away from it.
but its useless.
cause that is the fact that not you and i can change.
i don't know why.
and thats my world.
who understands anyway?its pointless.
but people turn into the bad way first then good isn't it so?
i don't understand how people mind work. why do some people think in the postive and some in the negative way?
how do this world work like?
that moment,i only knew my world is engulf darkness.
the past is, now is, and always it will be.
just that i'm running away from it.
but its useless.
cause that is the fact that not you and i can change.
i don't know why.
and thats my world.
who understands anyway?its pointless.
Friday, April 17, 2009
*yawns*
i got a small little "hole" under my big toe. *ouch*
if only i could turn back time
i'm tired.
countdown to mid-year. it's even like less than 10 days.
scaryyyy.
well. have to faced up to reality. i hadn't start my revision yet. dead meat.
phew.
Mrs Lau is indeed a super uber good teacher. she puts in lots of effort for us.
sigh* and hahas. today she said to weimei say she must go into JC and i replied her of course she is a 天才. lols. thn never did i expect that she can remember my name and said that i'm also one.but i replied her i'm that 天生的蠢才.
i never forget that day. [nofurtherexplanation]
and i'm worrying for my English the most important subject. i can't afford to fail it manxzs.
today got back my chinese test paper. yes it was simply just a test paper but i can't even get an A for it.
how am i going to survive the coming 'O' level chinese paper just like 1 more month away?
English was terrible. yesterday free writing, i'm not sure if i can make it.
but i still want to thank weimei and wanling on wednesday helping me in the introduction =/
[=
goodness stupid toe. ahhhhhhhh.
nevermind. its not that visible.
but its still there ]=
speaking of this remind me of the scar on my forehead.
i was primary 4 at that time and i do not want to further elaborate on the incident.
people avoid me and looked at me as if i was some kind of freak.
well to think i actually still remember it.
but its the fact. the scar will just remain. there forever and ever.
if only i could turn back timejust like the clock in the music room that goes anti-clockwise.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
-stupid
feeling down ;X
i'm seriously the stupid. [for some reason ]
well.
hate to say it. but O level chinese is like only ard 1 more months
and mid year are coming.
why must we have exam?
yesterday went down to tampiness and CHC.
really had fun.
its been ages since i come out with friends.
enjoy-ed ourselves.
and shop shop shop.
time isn't enough for us.
why Singapore shopping malls doesn't have 24 hrs or till midnight =/
i want to SHOP SHOP and just SHOP please [=
study makes my brain tired.
and i bought my bro the tofu [= glad that he loves it.
tofu tofu tofu
i'm seriously the stupid. [for some reason ]
well.
hate to say it. but O level chinese is like only ard 1 more months
and mid year are coming.
why must we have exam?
yesterday went down to tampiness and CHC.
really had fun.
its been ages since i come out with friends.
enjoy-ed ourselves.
and shop shop shop.
time isn't enough for us.
why Singapore shopping malls doesn't have 24 hrs or till midnight =/
i want to SHOP SHOP and just SHOP please [=
study makes my brain tired.
and i bought my bro the tofu [= glad that he loves it.
tofu tofu tofu
Saturday, March 28, 2009
YEAH! finally 3 SS essay down. and still left with a lot though.
yesterday channel U like got the 半夜场. then after watching finish i go sms see who got watch. then in the end like only a few and a few and they watch a little bit =/
the starting part was boring though but in the end was still quite nice. for me la =/
Forbidden Siren
The story follows a young lady named Yuki, and her father, who is a writer, as they move to Yamajima Island with her younger brother Hideo. The island has a stranger history (like the fact that it was an American burial ground before the war), and a large metal tower can be seen standing on its highest peak.
On arrival, she finds the residents of the quiet rural setting to be slightly bizarre. She is even more perplexed when a neighbour offers her advice about the rules of the island. One warning that all the locals rigidly obey is: NEVER go outside when the air-raid sirens are sounding!
The villagers seem to be hiding something, and Yuki begins to suspect it. One day, Hideo runs away from her, and she chases after him. She stumbles upon Hideo with a mysterious girl wrapped in red shrouds that talks to him and tells him strange stories. Unfortunately, this girl disappears whenever Yuki tries to speak with her.
After some more strange encounters and intensive research, Yuki discovers a piece of folklore from long ago, stating that victims of a terrible disease were once isolated on Yamajima. The story goes that the flesh of a mermaid could bring ever-lasting life, a cure to the disease. They reportedly captured a mermaid and ate it. Before the mermaid died, it let out a terrible scream (the Siren), and cursed the island.
Yuki's father unfortunately turns into a hideous monster called a "Shibito", So Yuki and Hideo try their best to get off the island. But there is no way to escape. Their only choice is to climb the forbidden metal tower at the center of the island. Once there, the plot takes a full twist and we discover that the siren has been in Yuki's head the whole time. The Shibito are really just the ordinary islanders and Hideo has been dead for six months prior to Yuki's arrival to the island.
When she finally realizes this, she jumps off the tower and tries to commit suicide. Somehow she survives and becomes hospitalized. Outside her room, we hear the doctor speaking with her father. He explains to him that she has imagined the whole experience, such as the previous man did. Yuki awakens to the sound of the fourth siren and she kills her doctor. As the movie ends, the skies turn black and seas become blood red once again.
Many things are left unclear throughout the film due to the complex nature of the plot, the fact that what Yuki is seeing may or may not be real. It may be that Yuki's already unstable mind is merely influenced by the fairy tales and the diary that she comes across. Also, the role of the hidden room in Yuki's home is also left undecided, as it is unknown whether any of the images inside (those dating the islanders back to 1976) are actually factual. Likewise, the role of the woman in red is not made explicit but it is assumed that she is the spirit of the mermaid that died long ago due to her likeness to the girl in the painting. It is suggested by the doctor in the final scene that the siren is only heard by those "conditioned" to hear it and that there may indeed be some supernatural force behind the events.
One explanation of the whole plot is that the inhabitants or the villagers of the island did capture a mermaid and ate it in search of immortality. They succeeded in achieving immortality which explains the photos in the hidden room. The woman in red is likely to be the mermaid seeking revenge on the inhabitants through her curse. The curse is the result of the only person hearing the sirens and will end up killing the inhabitants who had achieved immortality. The cycle is presumed to be continued until everyone shown in the hidden room is killed.
yesterday channel U like got the 半夜场. then after watching finish i go sms see who got watch. then in the end like only a few and a few and they watch a little bit =/
the starting part was boring though but in the end was still quite nice. for me la =/
Forbidden Siren
The story follows a young lady named Yuki, and her father, who is a writer, as they move to Yamajima Island with her younger brother Hideo. The island has a stranger history (like the fact that it was an American burial ground before the war), and a large metal tower can be seen standing on its highest peak.
On arrival, she finds the residents of the quiet rural setting to be slightly bizarre. She is even more perplexed when a neighbour offers her advice about the rules of the island. One warning that all the locals rigidly obey is: NEVER go outside when the air-raid sirens are sounding!
The villagers seem to be hiding something, and Yuki begins to suspect it. One day, Hideo runs away from her, and she chases after him. She stumbles upon Hideo with a mysterious girl wrapped in red shrouds that talks to him and tells him strange stories. Unfortunately, this girl disappears whenever Yuki tries to speak with her.
After some more strange encounters and intensive research, Yuki discovers a piece of folklore from long ago, stating that victims of a terrible disease were once isolated on Yamajima. The story goes that the flesh of a mermaid could bring ever-lasting life, a cure to the disease. They reportedly captured a mermaid and ate it. Before the mermaid died, it let out a terrible scream (the Siren), and cursed the island.
Yuki's father unfortunately turns into a hideous monster called a "Shibito", So Yuki and Hideo try their best to get off the island. But there is no way to escape. Their only choice is to climb the forbidden metal tower at the center of the island. Once there, the plot takes a full twist and we discover that the siren has been in Yuki's head the whole time. The Shibito are really just the ordinary islanders and Hideo has been dead for six months prior to Yuki's arrival to the island.
When she finally realizes this, she jumps off the tower and tries to commit suicide. Somehow she survives and becomes hospitalized. Outside her room, we hear the doctor speaking with her father. He explains to him that she has imagined the whole experience, such as the previous man did. Yuki awakens to the sound of the fourth siren and she kills her doctor. As the movie ends, the skies turn black and seas become blood red once again.
Many things are left unclear throughout the film due to the complex nature of the plot, the fact that what Yuki is seeing may or may not be real. It may be that Yuki's already unstable mind is merely influenced by the fairy tales and the diary that she comes across. Also, the role of the hidden room in Yuki's home is also left undecided, as it is unknown whether any of the images inside (those dating the islanders back to 1976) are actually factual. Likewise, the role of the woman in red is not made explicit but it is assumed that she is the spirit of the mermaid that died long ago due to her likeness to the girl in the painting. It is suggested by the doctor in the final scene that the siren is only heard by those "conditioned" to hear it and that there may indeed be some supernatural force behind the events.
One explanation of the whole plot is that the inhabitants or the villagers of the island did capture a mermaid and ate it in search of immortality. They succeeded in achieving immortality which explains the photos in the hidden room. The woman in red is likely to be the mermaid seeking revenge on the inhabitants through her curse. The curse is the result of the only person hearing the sirens and will end up killing the inhabitants who had achieved immortality. The cycle is presumed to be continued until everyone shown in the hidden room is killed.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Sunday, March 15, 2009
listless
i`m bored.
nothing to do ;[
chatting with a idiot
for long long hours
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
still not tired
but BORED and and DEAD BORED
i have done only that little bit of homework. gosh.
.
.
.
.
Mrs Lau is a good teacher.
.
.
.
.
suddenly crave for plums.
.
.
.
.
sore throat =/
.
.
.
.
my handphone battery is lousy T.T few hours of chat then battery dead.
Lols i`m seriously lame. sometimes i think of adopting a child if i`m rich [=
and
i`ve got nothing else to say [=
nothing to do ;[
chatting with a idiot
for long long hours
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
still not tired
but BORED and and DEAD BORED
i have done only that little bit of homework. gosh.
.
.
.
.
Mrs Lau is a good teacher.
.
.
.
.
suddenly crave for plums.
.
.
.
.
sore throat =/
.
.
.
.
my handphone battery is lousy T.T few hours of chat then battery dead.
Lols i`m seriously lame. sometimes i think of adopting a child if i`m rich [=
and
i`ve got nothing else to say [=
Sunday, February 22, 2009
if if if only i could turn back time
sigh* i didn`t spent my weekends wisely and here i`m blogging instead of sleeping.
so well, i think i will doze off during some boring lessons.
gosh.
i can`t concentrate
why why why?i have no idea.
and how?
staying back is a good idea cause i waste lots of time at home doing nothing.
time is never enough
thats all i could say
good night , x3
Saturday, February 21, 2009
don`t puke.
http://www.jbtalks.cc/thread-468889-1-1.html
okay. i`ve seen that and alrights. its tediously yucks.
and and and i miracuously solve the cube [=
annd i went for a haircut. this picture above certainly is not after that haircut C=
girl, study hard.
time don`t wait for people
Friday, February 20, 2009
just what went wrong?
mansxz.
i need to focus and study really really hard.
but it seems like i can`t make it..
FOCUS.
my mind always wander off to other stuffs when i`m trying to finish up my work.
and here i am using the computer.
i already have enough break so i should really study hard hard NOW!
time really pass really really fast.
sigh* sigh* sigh*
and why am i still thinking about you? KQ says i loved you to deep already...
sigh* sigh* sigh*
i`ve flunk my test
and i did very badly except for Chem.
i have no idea why.
SS was bad seriously. i ranked last in the whole sec 4. and i should perhaps really reflect on what am i doing
my mind just went blank during some test this year. and my memory is also failing me.
everything.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
update.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
time flies time flies time flies time flies time flies time flies time flies time flies time flies time flies time flies
just now mum ask me whether got water my cactus?
and i replied yes pointing to the red roses and holding fooxin`s white rose in my hand and say " 你看这个好像死了 "
she looked at me and said," 我是讲仙人掌..." and she points at the cactus on my table.
time flies time flies time flies time flies time flies time flies time flies time flies time flies time flies time flies
just now mum ask me whether got water my cactus?
and i replied yes pointing to the red roses and holding fooxin`s white rose in my hand and say " 你看这个好像死了 "
she looked at me and said," 我是讲仙人掌..." and she points at the cactus on my table.
Monday, December 29, 2008
well, i am sort of stuck ____________________________________________________
i found out something new from my friend
doesn`t cost a lot to buy
and gets you hooked up
*slap*
what am i talking?
don't feel like attending school
*slap*
okay
i think i am going insane
hahahahaha
maybe laughing is the best medicine
whats wrong whats wrong now?
=/
nothing wrong
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
loads of homework undone
unprepared for O s
unprepared for the headstart and loads and loads
oh and i cut my fringe =/
cause its long?
and now its like short and look so retarded
and luckily i cut it ytd
and when school starts
i think it should have grown back
not that retarded
and i think im retarded =/
kays
goodbye
i found out something new from my friend
doesn`t cost a lot to buy
and gets you hooked up
*slap*
what am i talking?
don't feel like attending school
*slap*
okay
i think i am going insane
hahahahaha
maybe laughing is the best medicine
whats wrong whats wrong now?
=/
nothing wrong
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
loads of homework undone
unprepared for O s
unprepared for the headstart and loads and loads
oh and i cut my fringe =/
cause its long?
and now its like short and look so retarded
and luckily i cut it ytd
and when school starts
i think it should have grown back
not that retarded
and i think im retarded =/
kays
goodbye
Friday, December 26, 2008
做人真烦
这就是为什么人类是叫做凡人的原因吗？
凡/烦
做什么都是错的
不知道
真的很乱
有苦难言的感受
说不出口
不只这样的做法是对还是错
好辛苦
却说不出口
就是
说不出口...
Nobody`s Home - Avril Lavigne
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
I's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
这就是为什么人类是叫做凡人的原因吗？
凡/烦
做什么都是错的
不知道
真的很乱
有苦难言的感受
说不出口
不只这样的做法是对还是错
好辛苦
却说不出口
就是
说不出口...
Nobody`s Home - Avril Lavigne
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
I's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
ohhh..
it seems like ages that i haven`t been on blogger.
or rather should i say time passes really fast
and fast
and i don`t feel like sleeping
should i stay up the whole night?
no
its now morning
well first try
for me
unlike some others
=/
and currently i`m at malaysia
not preparing for the O at all
well
i can`t imagine the worst for myself
what for
for all this complaining
work hard!
it seems like ages that i haven`t been on blogger.
or rather should i say time passes really fast
and fast
and i don`t feel like sleeping
should i stay up the whole night?
no
its now morning
well first try
for me
unlike some others
=/
and currently i`m at malaysia
not preparing for the O at all
well
i can`t imagine the worst for myself
what for
for all this complaining
work hard!
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