its a sad, bad and awful day for me today ]=

after school ... at the canteen ... i was so pissed off ... what the ... never mind ... don feel like mentioning it ... then actually was going out but was cancelled last minute ... never mind ... lets don talk about today ...

SO,

tests and tests and coming up and tommorow got e-maths test argh.

and theres maths everyday ...

awww... maths is difficult and i've been trying to understand what ms ng is teaching ...

headache ...

geography... theres alot that i don understand and mrs lee din give us notes. and the way she speak. i afraid i going to fail if i don buck up in my geography.

social studies well ... not bad ... at least still can cope with it ...

chemistry ... i can sense that whatever i do ... she picking on me ... i donno why ...

and i don like her ]=

not performing during chinese new year celebration ... quite sad for me ]= cause im going malaysia so not performing [=

its been quite a long time since the last time i performed ...

i really don understand why i went to faith3-1 ... though its a good class? that has triple science ... but ... im not used to it ... so quiet during lessons ... and stressful for me]=

i REALLY REALLY have to buck up and mug hard ...

world is black darkness. tears and bleeding. outer just a mask. its the inner side thats hurting. its meaningless to live. kill me stab me. the feeling, no one to talk to. no one to lean on. no one will ever understand. its terrible ...

HAPPY NEW YEAR~ [[=

its a new year [[= and school is going to start TOMORROW! whoa thats fast

hahas

so i spent all my holidays at malaysia ... went bonkers there ... had fun ... of course hahas[= slept in very late hahas ... latest record 7.30am then sleep hahas ... and went to see doctor there for my hand ... so the doctor call me to soak my hand in hot salt water! so first time i soak ... my hand was ... RED ... need to go back after i finished the medicine so now is better ... but doc say heart a bit weak ]= so ... its a bad news ... well ... never mind ... and came back singapore on 24th dec to buy books on the 26th and my bro had go for sec1 registration which was on the 25th ... he was late for it ... yupp ... then before tt came back singapore with my uncle by lorry ... cos only can go overseas for one month then need to go back then after that night go bck malaysia agn ... so was kana scolding by one stupid madam at the custom ... then talk crap say i cannot take lorry and lorry are only for workers! CRAP! then scold me until like i what ... say even a primary1 kid can take bus then cal me take bus at malaysia by my own then go bac singapore ... stupid ... then i go answer back her what the problem with that ... then ask me what school i from ... then how i go to school then i say i walk to school ... then she say in a sacarstic manner," OH so YOU can WALK " i was like what the hell la ... and then call me to take all my things out of my bag ... what the hell ... as if like i prisoner or something else like that ...

so go malaysia again on the 27th dec hahas ... then came back singapore yesterday ... by lorry again ... luckily never tio that malay woman again ... thank God ...

so i shall do a quiz which was told by vivian next time sorry xp...

oh my goodness~~
i wanna get driving license! learn how to drive![=

hahas ...
times flies~~ its november already~~ i got no booklist ... mdm shirin never give me seh ... days at home at sure boring ... i rather have school everyday[= yupp ... so ... nothing to post about so ... yupp ... i wanna go back m'sia[= though im not a m'sian[= ... lols ...

lalalalala~ today is the last day of school and tml is the meet parent session ... and i haven get my school mag yet ? and i've paid already ... so today is the last day in school and nothing special ... we went to the northlight school which was boring down there ... and missed the talk on cybergaming addiction and stuffs ... so boring ... then mr kang and mr lee brief us on nxt yr sec 3 camp and is will be during the late january ... its like so fast ? lols ... and then things happened yesterday and today rather boring and moody for some perosnal reasons]= oh ya and we had the no apologies talk for four hours yesterday ... yupp ... nothing much about it ... so tml meet parent session will get to know about my final results and which class im going to ... well ... so fast ... one school year had past just so fast ]= kaes
bye now!

i have difficulty to make my font size very small ]=

basically, yesterday first thing was to check the overall results ... and din failed any subjects but the results are still bad ... then went for chinatown heritage tour and is all about history post-wwII problems ... well i find history is quite interesting ... if you read those like images real stuffs ... any way is real ... and met jonathan song! ex-classmate ... im surprised ... i think i was the first to saw him then i told wei lun anne and elissa about it ... hahas ... i was finding that hai xing catholic uniform eh ? familliar ... then i saw him lols .. maybe he is tall so is obvious ... then i kicked wei lun cos he was not far away from me don xiang wai waithen and tell him that i saw jonathan song ... you know what is his reaction ? nothing at all ... i was like what the hell la ? never mind ... luckily jonathan still remember us ? then he ask me "that one is wei lun right" then i replied "ya" after that he went off le ... then i go tell anne and elissa then their reactions was better lor ... they say "really meh" then obviously i said" really ... i just saw him walked away" zzz .... perhaps this is the difference between boys and girls but not boys are like that lee wei lun lor ... stupid ... i can find a guy that is better than him please ya ... so after that was choir- damn tiring ... well anyway ...

today ... p6 came to our school to explore yupp ... and obviously my brother came and i performed ... for few times ... it was nothing actually ... then maths and science fair ... well that one is thr will be some things/problems that we have to form a group and solve together ... then i when i went back home my bro tell me that our school was fun ... he like the indoor sports hall and he thinks that the indoor sports hall was big and the basketball net was very tall ... and went he go for the cca thing ... he say nxt yr he want joined the shooting cca ... i replied "huh ???"then he told me is that police wan then can take gun very cool ? chey ... npcc la ... then he say when he was at the bb station the np guy his fren zai hou de bro pull him over and say" bu yao join bb ta men lan de ... ni kan ar ... we yong qiang yi shoot ta men jiu si le ... lai join wo men de np hao de ..." yupp hahas ... use gun shoot bb guys ... then die! so thats all about it today ... nothing fun ...

then thursday, i donno what activities are we having ... and there will be a trip on friday going to northlight secondary school ... got one teacher say that their school got some things about history that is worth the learning and go there and learn something ...

mdm shirin said that she is resigning this year and we wont be seeing her nxt year ... how sad ... then i cant bully teacher anymore joking ... mdm shirin is not that bad after all ... so yupp ... and i will end of here now ... buh-bye~

theres this stupid guy found my msn
in friendster and wanted my number ...
and he is asking alot of girls number using friendster ...
sicko la ... and he accidentally haven change his msn dp
then i saw ... it was oh my goodness ...
if never get my idea then never mind

woohoo ... take back results le ... sad ... lousy!

haiz ... its already over so no point broading over it ... my english T.T

never mind ... the result slip de that is combined with the mid year one and normal days work more important ... today this is just part of it ... well today basically having those activities that the teacher had organised for us ... so tml my class is going out ... heritage tour ... not staying school ... so hope it will be fun and not boring ...

im thinking of installing a program that can type chinese words ... anyone know how to do ??

hahas[=

i haen go to bed yet ... now got the maid nu yong ... although watch one time before liao but now still don dare to watch cos nobody pei ]=

well ... jus played maple [i know very childish of me] but ... i nothing to do mahx ... so ... got one guy ... he threw all things out F6 ... i said hacker ? he said no ... then he say wan quit maple then throw out all his stuffs for me but ... my slot full == F6 he say want his acc ? then i F6 ok ? then he give me ... then i say thank you F6 ... he F2 then "commit suicide" then bye! after that i train train awhile ... log off ... since got free pro acc ... i try go in! F5! fake one id i edit out from the one he gave then correct but pass wrg ... grrrrrrrrrrr ... jia hao xin ... hai wo bai kai xin yi chang ... never mind ... i seriously hate liars ... but this is small matter so never mind but i dislike people who lie to me ]= but if think another way... perhaps they ave their own reasons right ? so whenever i faced problems with people lying me ... i donno whether if i should be angry ... sometimes things can be confusing ... aiya ... things are just confusing kaes ... i want watch "wo cai" liao bye!

yeah! im well! so able to go to school on monday to check my results[=

so, i missed my dental appointment on thursday! actually never go for appointment never mind de right ? but camillia say later will see me with no teeth next time so im looking see if anyone got second appointment ? pei wo yi qi qu[= cos im not sure of the way to go there[=

2nd thing: my brother got secret in this book of his but he said im not allowed to read it but ... i read it when he is not looking hehes[= he say he like people to beat him and people beat him ... he will be happy ... eeyer sick ... perhaps he still "small" ... haven mature yet ... he only had a few things inside ... yupp ... i think he wrote those last year bahx ... he drew out 3 girls he think is the most pretty and ranked them l0ls ... don tell you who those 3 girls are hahas[=

and, did not went for 3 choir practise le ... have valid reasons de kaes ... yupp ...

so i think i shall end of here now! and i will update whenever i will be free and have things to update[=

so, now im sick =[

did not go to school today ... went to see doctor in the morning and doctor gave me three days MC ... so also wont be able to go for choir practice ... yupp ... well ... what happened on school today ? i don know but im sure is quite boring cause i've seen the schedule that the teachers gaev the monitor ... so today they all did not went back to class but sitting in the hall the activities that the school organised for them ... i rather go back to class and sit and play ...

so, bye! i cant think of anything to blog ... zzz ...

people always din cherish what they have have now ...

and regret not cherishing it when they lost it ...

and im back blogging ... just to kill some time ... nobody bothers to come anyways ... phew ...
hmmmm ...

exams are OVER! o-v-e-r~! so what ... zzz ... theres gonna be exams for nxt yr and nxt nxt yr and more exams ..........
getting back results on monday or tuesday ... yupp ... wonder how much did i get for the papers ...

don feel like going to school ... so boring ... had been sitting whole morning man ... my butt hurts ... zzz ... seriously theres nothing to do in the school ... not fun at all ...

cant think of anything to post liao ... bye~

ahem ... lols ... i helped my bro to create a blog of his own ... and ... he seriously donno anything about blogs ... i shudden have suggested him to create blog ? lols ... but anyways its already created ... so yupp ... well ... its seems like alot people have watched the show SECRET ... well ... and their comments was like ... saying the show was nice ... lols ... i want to go watch also ~~~ kaes kaes ... see if i can anot ... haix ... bye then ~~~~~~~~~!!!

laugh it all out.
cry it all out.
i cant figure out.
why.
my mind is in a whirl.
thrash it all.
crap.
nonsense.
is there a potion that could forget everything.
or make evreyone behave in the way others like.prefer.

perhaps im just naive.

sorry.

today is National Day celebration~~

had fun~

high~

woots~~~~~~

hahas ... no school on thurs and fri ... T.T ... l0ls

and mum wanted papa to check my bro phone if he was sms-ing ... cos he kept saying that he was tired ...

mum: eh check ah jing xi phone see if got sms ... tay jing xi na dian hua gei papa kan ...

papa look at his phone le then replied my mum: ni yi wei ta sha de ar ? ta zao jiu delete diao le ...

i was like lols la ...

tsk tsk ...

well then ... bye~!

sorry ...i think i rather to be single now ...

lalalalala~

times seriously past very fast ... its AUGUST now~~~ lols ...

i've decided to study hard! i think i've been lagging behind ... trying to pay attention during ms lam lesson ... can sleep one lor during her lesson ... l0ls ... and somemore her lessons is like last few periods ...

today went to the donno whr to perform for the zhuhai people ... the school is arranging like alot of performing stuffs for choir lols ... hmmmm ... it is a short week for nxt week cos of national day ... lols ... 2 days and one half day ... yupp ... so ... what else can i post ? nothing else ... so byeBYE

cold~~~~~~~~
is raining this few days ... had health check yesterday ... wasted a lot of time hahas ... had positive for my backbone but luckily no need see doctor (:
lalalalalalala~~~
got history test today ... forgotten what i had study at the moment i saw the question ... sad ... dont think can pass liao ... after that was PE ... i din wear my pe shorts ... xp oopsie ... was going around asking friends who have and lend me ... l0ls ... cant find a suitable onne but at least i had one to wear temperately ... went recess after that and lessons after that per normal ... during chinese period ... hahas ... huang ji sort of cant stand our class already ... and despite the fact that he does not know how to speak english ... he still sae lor ... what the ... sounds damn weird and i cant understand a single english word he saying ... zzz ...
well ... tml got home econs ... going to have fun hahas! the coursework is tough!!! oh my goodness ... had loads of problem doing it T.T
end of here now ...

nothing to do so, i shall post!

yesterday, racial harmony day.tjx [bro] said that they will be alot of food. then wanna to buy something for me during recess. he was suppose to mit me but din turn up ... waited at somewhere for about 5-10mins for him ... then never mind lor ... after that then went to recess ... then went for choir practice ... had fun during choir =] learnt alot of things ...

then went home ... first thing was to ask tjx why never go mit me! lols ... he said that his recess was frm 9 to 9.50 so cant mit me but he bought food for me ... thanks ... primary school is better than secondary school as the food are nicer than secondary school ^^ well ... today, theres firework at night i think cos of national day ... yupp ... ermmm ... so ... well ... bye! xp

gosh! mdm shirin was absent today again ... wonder what happened to her and then we din have compo test ... well ... i did something ermmm how to phrase it ... is just like not nice lor ... hahas ... my english is bad man ... sorry ... well ... i spatted water from third floor to first floor ... xp ... anyways ... had geography lessons ... finding mrs lau quite cute hahas ... she use detregent to wash her hair! my goodness ... then had ms lam science bio lesson, went to bio lab and went to the wrong floor ... i don like ms lau lesson lor ... shes like talking crap alot ... so yup ... and GABRIELLE NG! stop di siao-ing me please ... stop talking about them unless you are interested teehee ><>

BORING!