yesterday GP diagnostic test sucks. i totally have no idea what to write D: whatsmore i failed English one leh. Also, school ended like super early. It's at 12 leh then school's over. kinda not use to it hahaha. so after school actually got CCA but i and suhui didn't go : we went to check out heartland mall and went to toapayoh :D

heartland mall is seriously s-m-a-l-l
I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!

天真也好
但
那么多人当中

偏偏是他
他是第一个握着我的手的人
从不随便让任何人
但这次
却...

顿时停止呼吸
仿佛发觉什么叫做
安全感

我们有可能吗？
还是随缘？

it's february already.
How time flies.
And i'm currently feeling hungry and cant sleep D:
have been lying for two hours already leh D:
now os like almost 3 already
sigh
still need to wake up at 6 ):

new year faster come :D

it's february already.
How time flies.
And i'm currently feeling hungry and cant sleep D:
have been lying for two hours already leh D:
still need to wake up at 6 ):

new year faster come :D

okay i think i wanted actually to find a white background blogskin but ended up with a black one.
just like what weimei says, it looks quite depressing \=
lols i think because the colours are dull.
anyway.
随便拉
hahha
oh did i mention that my school 停电when we were doing our group cheers.
so weird.
i didn't know that school will停电one
lols cause it hasn't happened in GM?
lols.

and i found out the my brother got one secret admirer \=
!!!
lols.
i kaypoh leh \=
cause i went to facebook and then got one girl seems very interested in him.
then i 偷偷 see his sms.
THEN I READ THIS
"... you're the only good-looking guy i've seen in this school ... "
something like that.
i was omgoodness.
HAHAHHA.
that girl was like just transferred into GM i think.
LOL eh.


i seriously miss secondary school life D:


and i actually asked my OGL whether the physics lecturer is boring or not.
:O
scary
and i asked also whether do anyone sleep during class or what.
the reply was don't think so.
gosh :


♥IMHKQ :D

done :D

fooxin: the fact is i am D:

weimei: :D

viviann: FINALLY ;x

IMGJH

currently feeling a bit hungry :\
anways, those in JCs started school already including me.
and i threw away all my uniforms already :

i didn't know that first day have to wear uniform.

then went to borrow from keqian.

and even my old school shoes thrown also :

then borrowed from wanxin for first day.

lesson learnt.

:O
orientation was okay.
should be ending around next friday bah i hope.
first day of orientation is making me miss sec one life D:
and then having those ice breakers game and etc.
LOL
and quite a few cannot remember my name when we were playing one of the game i think?
then my group got one retainee :\

quite a lot of retainee from last year :
not a good thing.
pray hard that I WILL NOT RETAIN.
so i must STUDY STUDY STUDY.
anyway, action speaks louder than word.
seriously lazy to blog leh :
hahahhaha

i'm thinking of changing blogskin and i'm going to find one!
yeah.
when i'm in the mood :D

i'm thinking what's my skills and talents?
cause got to fill in under profile in the school thing.
i like got nothing eh.
feel inferior eh.
useless.
:O

and i'm still not used to say SRJC as my JC and this and that. :\

so, bye for now.
go find NEW blogskin

i don't know how to make blogskin D:

i feel sick :\
the moment i wake up. my body is aching everywhere.
and my aunt says 我是生孩子过后才会正身痛,酱年轻就...
i also don't want to be like that :O

and it seems like everyone is discussing about their posting results.
oh well.
i'm going to report like 7.30AM tomorrow.
i'm so gonna to drag myself out of bed.
but honestly, i'm seriously missing school days.
cause it's like schooling for so many years and then got such a loooooooooooong break.


currently looking through the orientation list ;D
bye :D

tried few blogskins
but none matched what i want.
:O
seems like everyone is watching 海派甜心
but not me ;p

why is the weather hot and cold?!

it's making people fall sick D:

and my shoulder pain is seriously coming back and getting worse

gosh

how long would it take to heal.

shit

or would it even heal? -.-

sigh

心情好矛盾

i suddenly can't find the smiley face D:

tears, please don't fall.

exo endo.
lols.
trying to remember chemistry.
overdued.

shit i just cut my fringe and it looks super

retard.

见不得人

congrats to those who scored and cheer up to those who didn't

you reap what you sow.

isn't that so?
i seriously, no mood for O's

though improved but it could be better i guess?

whatever ;o

it's toooooooooooo late to regret.

i'm now 半天吊like that.

JCs choices for me isn't like a lot.

i can't enter the JC i want.

and shitass.

i don't know what to do.

-

i can't sleep again.

qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm

why?!?!?!?

tomorrow.

how?!?!
it's REALITY.

face it manzxs.

i'm going to get my pay after getting results tomorrow.
and
i don't know.
grahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ;o

and it's 2010.

will you remember to write the correct date?

i won't, i guess?

i'm a retard, yes.

oh and i want watch jump ;D

你答应我的我都记得

但是你却忘了你的承诺

i dreamt that my O results D;
sucks.
and i realised that i want go JC more than Poly.
cause i'm too lazy to think what to wear to school everyday :D
at least wearing uniform can save my money to buy new clothes.
oh what crap ;x

speaking of new clothes.
i spent like how many hundreds bucks on clothes ;o
女人的衣服是永远也买不完的

time, please slow down.

tags replied ;D

weimei: heyheyhey trying in process ;D
huiqing: thanks ;DD

monday monday faster come :D

shit hell.

my handphone.

shit it manzsxc why still got problem?!

what's wrong with my handphone luck this year.

-.-

grahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !#$%^&*

dang it.

他爱她

她也爱他

他们心中知道彼此爱着对方

她正等着他向她表白

难道他不知道吗

明明两个彼此相爱的人

幸福已经在眼前

他们却不懂得

珍惜眼前的幸福

难道就要让幸福就这样消失吗

UPDATED.

hehs.
yes, i'm in Singapore.

came back on last thursday which is 17th and wanted to go back there at night and stay.

my expiry date for my passport was 11.01.2010.

well, by right i can't go overseas because the expiry is way too near which is less than one month.

and then when i reached Singapore Custom, i was lucky enough that i was allowed to pass but i was kena rejected at the Malaysia Custom. they or rather she don't want to tolong me. cause of that stupid expiry date -.-

do you know that there's such thing called the REJECT LANE.

yup i didn't know until i 走到 that lane.

and then make a big turn and here i am, in singapore.

i went to make a new passport already.

i seriously don't want stay here D;

我更更更不想拿回Olevels results.
怎么办

hahhah :D i want go there study.

and i haven't get my pay yet D;

need to treat some friends :o

some unkind ones HAHHAHA

i went there to rebond my hair :D

at there, i drank of course. :D

speaking of this, quite long never drink le eh.

will go buy on tuesday when i get there woots :DDD

actually i don't really have friends there, few luh.

but i got my dearest aunt and cousins :DD

the cousins i'm referring to are all younger than me so

don't get the wrong idea :D

hahah.

well, maybe i can know more new friends hahaha.

do people like read lengthy post?

well, i can't write lengthy post ;x

and i kept dreaming about O levels hasn't end yet.

and when i woke up from the dream, i will ponder " eh, o level... why am i here ah? what's the date... O level start on ... 25 october? oh october, now it's december. "

and then the clever thing to do is sleep back :D

when will the O levels results be released?!?!

and my father called me to go study in some JCs for temporary one.

is there such thing?

i'm seriously afraid that i can't go JC.

i still don't know.

and those polys are sending letters with courses with cut-off points for next year.

psychology studies in TP is like 8?!

gosh.

and those accountancy business courses etc is like 10 or what.

siao
i can go eat myself luh ;x

my phone data ALL LOST.

damn shitsxcz.

it was saturday yup around 1+ or what.

cause i find my handphone laggy.

then i decided to restart my phone.

but who knows.

when i restart the whole thing went sot.

kao can.

only bought for 2 months + leh

then i tried messaging. can't

music can't

video can't

home page sot.

then i keep on switch on switch off switch on switch off.

ended up. CAN'T

so no choice i brought it to Nokia the next day, sunday.

their efficiency quite high eh.

i got back my phone on monday.

everything was upgraded but DATA LOST.

sad case but no choice.

imagine your pictures songs GONE.

my songs i got 654 lehh!

and then now is like.

forget it.

currently finishing my 幸福又安康 already

what else.

yeah

I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR

YEAH :D
hahhah.

this year one was an unforgetable one really.

i cried when i came back.

and i was totally no mood for lessons.

cried.

yeah
i won money too $.$ :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i miss sleeping on my desk during er .. Form teacher lessons hahhaha.

oh and i haven't return my choir gown

hohhoh.

handphones picture lost.

unable to post.

i've got some \=

what the hell.
My brother is getting from bad to worse.
I seriously dont understand why must guys be so engrossed with those online game can.
Seriously, i'm loss for words to say him.

And my job hahhhah fx came to join me yeah :)
then today worked until super slack
but was very er HAPPY hahhhahahahhaha
lack of vocabulary.
Grahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

and i feel like getting another job hehs
eh er.

Chat with one of my cousin just now :)
i MISS them D:
should i go and visit them?

Work or play?

I'll think i forget about THAT.
Qwertyuiopasdfghjklxcvb
D:

okay?
I dont know.

remember how we were counting down to O levels?

how we were counting down to the end of O levels?

now it's already end.

hmm, so what are we counting down to now?

hahhah release of the results?

argh. i wish that i could take the exam only and not knowing the results :D

sigh.

my father asked me whether if working or studying is better?

well, i answered working got pay whereas studying don't have.

ALMOST forgot to post :D

hehhehs :D

anyway i found a job.
it's not difficult but it's not easy.
yeah.
and the people there seems to be older than me five years and above D;

and and i've worked for three days today was my third, oops rather it's yesterday hahs it's over 12 already. so it's saturday now :D
i don't really know how my pay is counted cause, er i don't know.
should be quite little D;
and and on my first day, my stomach was giving me trouble D;
well, it was er rather okay bah.
just that i got A LOT OF rejections and that's why it's not easy to reach the quota given D;

D;
the person i want to see isn't around.
D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D;

i don't know what else to post about.

D;

gosh ;D
grats to wm who can start work very SOON and kq and others too :D

and yup i have to wait until tuesday.
and it's not guranteed that i'll get the job.
i'm useless.

and whatever.

well, i'm getting bored at home with nothing to do but to go online.

anyway, i really don't know what to blog about.
this blog isn't that many visitors hahhahah.
feel like leaving it dead.

grahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

and anyway there'll be METEOR SHOWER. i read in the newspaper :D
17 november or rather 18 november.
they stated that best view somewhere at Jurong.
i can't remember the exact details but i think i'll stay up late to watch it.
they stated this year is sort of best cause it falls on new moon.
and wishes are more likely to come true :D

anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

they state that every year also have one leh.
i didn't know that.

:D

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ tomorrow is LAST day. finally.


but O level doesn't seems to be that stress for me.
like so relax.
my results will reflect.


adjahfskdjhakljsdf


and and i just went for one interview. it was i don't know.
hahahah
but that was one lucky one only. not sure if can get it.
i just read through the new paper and just called.
then lucky enough that person call me go down for the interview.
but they wanted full-time.
and i wanted hah i don't know. part-time?

well should i call up more? or wait for tuesday interview.
hahhhah.
i'm afraid that i won't be hired or that the pay is low D:

well, i think i'll blog while loading Jennifer's Body.
it's NC16.
yeah what the shit.
you can imagine those movies that you want to watch but you can't watch.

hm.

i want to look for a job.
reading up classified, but the part-time/temporary jobs are like really few.
and that time i saw a sales promoter for baby clothes. and i forgot to took down the no.
i would like to try out different types of jobs if possible though.
hahaha.

it's like taking years to load.
i think i need to change a new laptop.
;D

i didn't fnished bio.
or rather, i just read like 0.0000000000000000001% of biology.

hehs.

anyway
forget it.
O levels is going to be O-V-E-R real soon :D
it's a super great thing.
but would be even greater if i dont have to get back the results

well, should i get a job after the O levels?

and i regretted not studying yesterday.
left with today and tomorrow ONLY to study my chem and ss.
argh.

Lao Tzu:
The journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step.

Charles Haddon Spurgeon: By perseverance the snail reached the ark.

well i guess i of course did not persevere.
Lols. suddenly forgotten how to spell persevere.

English and E math down.

left 5 more subjects to go.

and at the end of the day, i'll regret for slacking and giving up.

left 3 more days
biology, social studies
haven't started.

good luck.

i'm not going to school today already. cause i don't know why.
don't feel like going luh. then i'll be going to miss the paper one test.
afterall i didn't study for it.
and i woke up like so early.
-.-
STUDY NOW?
it's an impossible thing.
i shall surf the net for one hour first and then go study.
hope i'll do what i say.
and

ONLY like 9 days left.
how prepared am i?
unPREPARED.

the time now is 11:11pm according to my clock.
lols.

i seriously got to wake up now. left only 13 days.
13 days?!?!
when i don't even have my stuffs at my finger tips.
english is a killer for me definitely.
.
.
got to really brush up on ALL my subjects.
so.
bye for now.

anyway today really sort of relax when we talk about xy's dream.
hahaha.
laughing like hellzsx.

hehs.

this is life.

i can't sleep. well, as usual.
homeoworks undone.
unprepared.
well.
whats more to say.

i really wished to turn back time.
but that's impossible.

my handphone is SPOIL.
all because of my forgetfulness
i forgotten that i left my handphone in my pocket.
and i changed it out.
forgotten to take out.
and then my mum went to soak my clothes.
and then
few minutes later i was finding my handphone wondering where has it gone.
and there it is. in the bucket of water.

my memory card sim card is okay.
but my phone is not
therefore my songs pictures videos everything contact GONE.
poof.
sigh*
and i doubt i can get a new phone.

and i wasted my weekend not studying.
the clock is ticking and minutes have just passed by.