mid year are over, at least can relax a bit.
lol there are more to come.

was at tumblr.com the whole day yesterday
kind of got addicted.
i love tumblr.com ;D
great pictures people take and posted like those above.
meaningful things :D
you can read how people feel about certain things etc etc
at least for me lah.
dont know about others.

and i'm very very bored now.
maybe i should do revision now.
no that's siao
never touch books unless necessary.
or maybe when it is necessary, i won't touch them.
it's like after you study for like years already, you got phobia for books.
the moment you see them, you'll feel like falling asleep.
books can train your self-discipline man. -.-
i dont know what the hell i'm talking about.
i'm just very very very very bored. x ∞

okay i go to listen to songs now.

bye.

MYE IS FINALLY OVER.
ended in one week.
i realised JC life pass real fast.
it's just like you've just started school and MYE just come and go by.
real fast.
no time to waste.
but yet i've wasted so much.
sometimes only when you suffer then you'll learn.
during the papers, i was totally demoralised.
sitting in the hall, reminded of last year O levels.
see the back of the people, somehow find similar backs among them.
miss those times but we can't turn back time.
it's the fact.
we all have to move on.
let the past be the best part memories of our lives.

last day of paper, i should be happy but yet sad.
realising starting revising so much later than everyone.
i really hope that at the end of the day.
i won't retain.
went out with friends.
awesome day.

wonder how kq is doing.
got lots of things that i want to tell her in face.
got lots of things i want to share with her.
sitting in the bus,
passing by primary school, i remembered how we wait together for her sister to finish school
passing by secondary school, remembered the times that we've shared together
those roads that we always walked together
everything.
you're my BFF forever. ❤

i'm so dead bored.
TOMORROW is GP.
tuesday chinese
wednesday econs
thursday math and physics
and finally friday chemistry.

i haven't touch chemistry chinese and GP yet.
i don't have the sense of urgency to study, really.
sigh.
how how how?!

yawns.
and i think, so what.
STUDY MANZSXC
econs is another subject that i have to memorise the content and shitzxsc -.-
my memory work sucks.

sigh.

9 MORE DAYS TO MIDYEAR.
AND THE THING IS I HAVEN'T START REVISING.
when i posted the i should step out my comfort zone and start studying
i totally didn't do it.
today reached home at around 4 plus.
and until now
i haven't study anything.
and this really shouldnt goes on.
i post about this so that i can remind myself to study
and later i'll start taking my books for display
-.-
gosh

times really flies.
i want to go taiwan :D
yeah and have i mention before that i'm going to taiwan at the end of this year.
i was a bit shocked that i got in which meant that my interview was successful.
only performing arts get to choose taiwan and as a choice leh :D
so since i'm one i should grab the chance :D

looking forward to it :D
that'll be the second time i'll be taking the plane
first time was the ZhuHai
overall this means that 两次搭飞机都是和朋友 :D
hmmmm is it a good or bad thing?

i just deleted some of my facebook messages and it actually says something like messages deleted. undo? i was like woah. first time i see things that's deleted can be undo.

but the fact that in life, we can't undo things.
some things in life, you can't delete it easily.
that's life.

14 more days to midyear.

i just hope that i won't retain seriously
i feel like quitting school
quitting studies
and this make me feel even more useless
more than 1000+ people is doing the same thing as me
yet they didn't give up
how can i give up
persevere on

sigh

feel sick on thursday and missed physics test
damn physics
seriously cannot take it
but i dont know what other subject to take

PERSEVERE MAN

getting slacker and slacker everyday
took a nap just now
and now i'm feeling sleepy again.
i should really start and studying NOW
yes and when do i ever do what i say.

i miss the past
those time we had fun laughter and joy
all those stupid things
but yet
everything just end
i dont know why
we slowly distance away from each other
i want to know the reason
at least why
but
what's the point now
so what if i know the reason
things will still remain the same
life still have to go on
you'll lead yours
i'll lead mine

sometimes, even the slightest thing will show, who are the one that cares for you.