today ]=

so don talk about today


something that shoulden happen happened perhaps to people its just a minor case
perhaps i probe into it too much
cry? i cant stop ... words cant explain much so i just left it unsaid in this blog
anyways nobody bothers

yesterday was x-country

at bedok resevoir, so mean no school. [=

then went to vivo city.
wanted to watch the leap years but, no time ]=

never mind

bye[=


not in the mood to blog ]=

dlrowsihtebnedluohsi

BOO!




im bored tsk tsk ...




first day of school reopens` boring! the night before school reopens slept in late about 3 plus ... was chatting and smsing and in the end, fell asleep ... actually decided not to sleep for the whole night derh ... but lols ... i also donno ... but although din slept enough but then still not tired ... in the school until 6.30pm ]= sad lurh ... boring ... then monday and tuesday [if im not wrong] night con. again ...




on tuesday, camillia told me about a ghost story " one missed call" ... is about a phone then when you pick it up ... then it will says donno what derh la then after hearing that will die ... the person will die from accident and seems like a real accident but all this is a set up ... cause theres a spirit going in the phone ... its a litte boy ... he has emotional prolem since young ... so he has a younger sister ... one day he took a sweet to pamper his sister to let him to do something to her ... so he was taking a knife trying to hurt his sister ... then this moment his mother came in the room and said," i KNEW IT ... its ALWAYS YOU TRYING TO HURT YOUR SISTER!" then the mother shut the boy in the room ... then this boy was like wearing a dark black jacket with a hood then the hood was like covering his head ... so he was locked in the room then he cried out" let me out! let me out!" then after that he die cause he lack of oxygen and was crying and shouting plus his asthma break out ... it was too late when he want to use his asthma that thing ... so he had the revenge thinking trying to kill the people in the world ... then camillia told my one part was this guy he picked up the phone then he heard the weird ringtone then at the moment ... the door bell rang ... then this guy went to peep through the hole of his door ... the one needle poke through his one his eyes ... cause when you peep is use one eye derh right ... yupp ... then poke through the eye ... yupp ... camillia told me something like that la ...




i realised that i had phobia of dolls ... those barbie dolls etc. cause perhaps im superstitious bahs ... people says if the dolls "sniff" in the smell of joss sticks or whatever ... they will come alive ... omg ... i stop this topic ...




then on wednesday ... i think i din conference ler bahs ? cant realy remember ... cause after not sleeping well on sunday,monday and tuesday 's night [by the way, is i cant sleep and not that i don wan to sleep] starting to get tired lerh ... ut the weird thing is those two days not tired at all derh ... lols ...




well ... yupps ...

hello [=

okays.

im boreddddddddddd...

FIRSTLY, thanks for those who tagged ...
so, secondly, no mooooddddd to update at all ]=

what shall i post ...

urmmmmm ... chinese new year ? went to malaysia ... din perform during cny celebration ... zzz ... that was a long time ago already ...

last last week sprain my ankle ]= pain seh ... the feel like ... my whole foot was gone ... super duper pain .. whole foot go numb liao ... somemore is in the morning after morning assembly ... need to bear the pain during all the lessons lehh ... then until now ... still haven fully recover yet ... how? donno la ... sian ...

then progress report card? ... badly done ]=

everything i do seems to be meaningles

whatsmore can i do?

i cry out silently at a corner with fear

who knows?

the emptiness, loneliness, fearfulness deep inside of me

who will underdstand?

sometimes i really wonder

should i be in this world?

no ones understand what i really wants]=