its a sad, bad and awful day for me today ]=

after school ... at the canteen ... i was so pissed off ... what the ... never mind ... don feel like mentioning it ... then actually was going out but was cancelled last minute ... never mind ... lets don talk about today ...

SO,

tests and tests and coming up and tommorow got e-maths test argh.

and theres maths everyday ...

awww... maths is difficult and i've been trying to understand what ms ng is teaching ...

headache ...

geography... theres alot that i don understand and mrs lee din give us notes. and the way she speak. i afraid i going to fail if i don buck up in my geography.

social studies well ... not bad ... at least still can cope with it ...

chemistry ... i can sense that whatever i do ... she picking on me ... i donno why ...

and i don like her ]=

not performing during chinese new year celebration ... quite sad for me ]= cause im going malaysia so not performing [=

its been quite a long time since the last time i performed ...

i really don understand why i went to faith3-1 ... though its a good class? that has triple science ... but ... im not used to it ... so quiet during lessons ... and stressful for me]=

i REALLY REALLY have to buck up and mug hard ...

world is black darkness. tears and bleeding. outer just a mask. its the inner side thats hurting. its meaningless to live. kill me stab me. the feeling, no one to talk to. no one to lean on. no one will ever understand. its terrible ...

HAPPY NEW YEAR~ [[=

its a new year [[= and school is going to start TOMORROW! whoa thats fast

hahas

so i spent all my holidays at malaysia ... went bonkers there ... had fun ... of course hahas[= slept in very late hahas ... latest record 7.30am then sleep hahas ... and went to see doctor there for my hand ... so the doctor call me to soak my hand in hot salt water! so first time i soak ... my hand was ... RED ... need to go back after i finished the medicine so now is better ... but doc say heart a bit weak ]= so ... its a bad news ... well ... never mind ... and came back singapore on 24th dec to buy books on the 26th and my bro had go for sec1 registration which was on the 25th ... he was late for it ... yupp ... then before tt came back singapore with my uncle by lorry ... cos only can go overseas for one month then need to go back then after that night go bck malaysia agn ... so was kana scolding by one stupid madam at the custom ... then talk crap say i cannot take lorry and lorry are only for workers! CRAP! then scold me until like i what ... say even a primary1 kid can take bus then cal me take bus at malaysia by my own then go bac singapore ... stupid ... then i go answer back her what the problem with that ... then ask me what school i from ... then how i go to school then i say i walk to school ... then she say in a sacarstic manner," OH so YOU can WALK " i was like what the hell la ... and then call me to take all my things out of my bag ... what the hell ... as if like i prisoner or something else like that ...

so go malaysia again on the 27th dec hahas ... then came back singapore yesterday ... by lorry again ... luckily never tio that malay woman again ... thank God ...

so i shall do a quiz which was told by vivian next time sorry xp...