the weather now cool and nice xb

and i realised that last few post was lenghty

so i got this SYF heartlands performance at parkway parade this afternoon

and everything went smoothly

and i find something surprising that students from our school actually came and see our performance[=

i wonder did they came for the sake for coming or for their own will

xP

hahas

never mind

so chatted with camillia just now over the phone

[=

talk about the performance and psychology [=

woots

i love psychology [=

so now im thinking what should i take in JC or Poly?

i got four choices of what i want to be.

1. psychologist 2.teacher 3. lawyer 4. perhaps interior designer

currently in dilema

and my mid results are so so so lousy

will i even make it to JC?

perhaps all was just a wishful thinking of mines

isn`t it so?

how i wished yesterday dream was real?

that was a really a good dream for me yesterday

and i slept so well

so reluctant to wake up this morning

but i have to face the reality eh?

things perhaps is not what i think it is

live everyday to the fullest

cause i don`t know what will happened to me tomorrow

perhaps i will just get knock down by the car

and im not living my day to the fullest

i don`t even care what going of me tomorrow

just follow the fate of my life

i don`t wish to change

or rather im lazy to change

nobody

nobody

nobody

seems to trust me

they take me as a bad girl who does not does things well perhaps

since the 14 years and ? months and ?days

i know that human beings are selfish creatures

i think i really did something hahas ><

that was mean today




wondering what is it?

alright i shall tell you guys







as usual i gotta go for choir

then the staircase in the area that i normally used was closed due to the N-levels examinations




so i used the one far at the end

so theres this gate where you can see through the affiliated primary school




so i saw this few petite boys ;]

they was like sort of playing with don`t know who

so this boy put his small little box of jelly food in our secondary school he reach his hand to my secondary school




then i and kaqian saw




guess what i did ?

i picked it up look a while then threw it back to the primary school




OMG

then the cover opened then the thing was gone ................................




i think the boys saw it

then i ran up the stairs keqian says that she stood awhile there then she run ><




unfortunately theres few sec 4s guy walk pass and while running i bumped into one of them




super malu! laughing and running up the stairs




i turned back once and saw them one of the guys the facial expression was like "omg" so funny luh ps or its not funny at all







after that i and keqian was keep talking about this

lols







at one moment my jelly was still there but in the next blink, "pop" the thing is gone><




hohs

i feel "so" guilty ><

quite regretful i wasted their food i should have stand there and apologise right hahas and pay them back the money







then was it yesterday? nope yesterday was thethanksgiving rehearsal.

the mention of it makes me feel [argh~~~]




its like a total waste of time cans never mind i shan`t talk about it




yup so wednesday yup

went to the national library with kaqian and make my membership card for one bucks hahas [=







and mind you its like only my first/ second time stepping in the library xp







and look for books

i seems to be kept taking books that seems to be attractive lor

hahas




then keep taking and taking and taking don`t even know how many books i took myself




only see cover page nice then take lols

keqian saw me keep taking already then say

" you want take basket come here put your books anot xD"




had a joyable fun

and and and while choosing books that time theres this person with ringtone is the na mo a ni to pho de somemore the song de background is still hip hop like that de




i have never heard before and never knew that got people put that type of song as a ringtone







wa if at night suddenly ring ? peh peh peh




still got 14 days that door of " " open

pui pui pui

touchwood

and i realise i kept talking about the door thing

pui pui pui




xb

i back here posting


yesh


and im very busy
packed wit undone works
piling up and up
lols
actually not really




exaggerating it


lols


headache! what am i going to for the CIP ??? car wash and flea market doesnt seems to work
alamak!




so both canceled
sorry people T.T

today got flag day and walked from bugis to waterloo street then back and to suntec
tired
lols
walked and stand like for hours
but theres a feel of satisfaction when you collect donations for the people
so did for the YMCA
ang mos are generous or rather foreigner are much more generous [=
thanks!
the funny thing is walked all the way to suntec just for a mac


oh ok
or maybe its not funny
just _____
lols

anddddd i did the quiz thing on weimei`s blog [=

kinda interesting

shows a result of your personality

so this mine result

i shan`t tell you whether is true or false [=

you shall see it and conclude it for yourself

[=

so here it goes [=

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

Love at first sight is your style. You are not fussy about who you fall for, and often there seems to be no rational reason for you deciding to love someone, it just happens and you'll follow your heart. When you do fall for someone, you fall completely. Your love is somewhat child-like, or what people like to call "puppy love". While following your heart is important, you should also remember to use your head occasionally.

You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.

Nosy Level: 80%

You have a wild and crazy imagination, and this can lead you to being very nosy as you strive to check out whether your theories are true. You get very occupied with your own thoughts and create fantastic stories out of the things that you think are happening in people's lives. It might be a good idea to concentrate more on your own life.

Jealousy Level: 25%
You harbor no feelings of jealousy

You are calm and often think differently compared to other people. You don't get jealous because you believe that other people's business is theirs alone. So what if they're beautiful and score all the guys? That's their luck! Some people may think of you as being a bit of a loner.

How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?

You tend to adopt traditional roles of a fine woman. You listen to what your husband tell you attentively and enjoy being guided and led by him.

How will you choose your Mr Right?

You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.

Who will be your future Mr Right?

Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.
When will you get married?As soon as you fall in love, you'll want to grab your man and hang on to him. You will probably marry very young, so it would be wise of you to think carefully before committing.

What sort of wife will you be?

If your hubby is crazy enough to ask you to do silly things, you may as well have fun with him. You'll make a fun-loving wife.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?

You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.

What will your children be like?

Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.

How loyal are you?

You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

The bus

As you choose to sit on the front, you are quick-witted and will always have gags to make people laugh or have questions for them to think. If you are absent, all members will be bored.

You are ambitious. Your husband is likely to be a well educated and well-to-do. He should also have a secure job and succeed in his career. You do not care much what others think of you. You choose the man who adores you. You always dress well without caring how much you have to spend on your clothes. You are embraced with wealth.

You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

Who is your dream guy?

He is wild and adventurous. His path is often against the world. He does what he wants when he feels like. His type of girl is quite like him, independent and wise. If you love freedom and willing to risk, go for this guy.

How well do you react?

You recover quickly from disappointment. But when you feel that things are going wrong, you will react immediately.

Your future friend: You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.

Your travel plan: You will travel to exotic countries like Tibet, India, Egypt. You enjoy visiting ancient ruins, lost woods and spending time in a hut in peaceful neighborhood.

Your future financial status: You are a big spender! You always spend on friends and luxury goods without feeling guilty. No matter how much you earn, you churn to match it. Your credit cards get thinner and thinner from frequent swipes. The figure in your bank account is not what you enjoy seeing.

The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.

Your inner energy brings you through life. You will achieve your goal in life as long as you take it easy.

You are popular. Your friends feel at ease when they are around you. You are cheerful and lovely. It's not surprising that you have many good friends. You always feel happy for others, not a glimpse of envy. This is your unique character. Keep up!

You are like most other ladies who dream of a memorable wedding.

What if your boyfriend goes out with another girl?You are like most others who take the middle track. Although you won't get over-worried, you are not too optimistic either. You overcome bad times after a while and patience will bring you happiness.

What if your boyfriend goes out with another girl?

You are like most others who take the middle track. Although you won't get over-worried, you are not too optimistic either. You overcome bad times after a while and patience will bring you happiness.

You are quite pessimistic and wavering.

Your Sixth Sense Score: 70%You are reasonable and won't get blown by temptations. However, you might miss some great opportunities.

Your Working Style

You radiate sympathy and fellowship. You concern yourself chiefly with the people around you and place a high value on harmonious human contacts. You are friendly, tactful, and sympathetic. You are persevering, conscientious and orderly even in small matters, and inclined to expect others to be the same. You are particularly warmed by approval and sensitive to indifference. Much of your pleasure and satisfaction comes from the warmth of feeling of people around you. You tend to concentrate on the admirable qualities of other people and are loyal to respected persons, institutions, or causes, sometimes to the point of idealizing whatever you admire.
You have the gift of finding value in other people's opinions. Even when these opinions are in conflict, you have faith that harmony can somehow be achieved and you often manage to bring it about. To achieve harmony, you are ready to agree with other's opinions within reasonable limits. You need to be careful however, that you don't concentrate so much on the viewpoints of others that you lose site of your own.
You are mainly interested in the realities perceived by your five senses, so you become practical, realistic, and down-to-earth. You take great interest in the unique differences in each experience. You appreciate and enjoy your possessions. You enjoy variety but can adapt well to routine.
You are in your best in jobs that deal with people and in situations where cooperation can be brought about through good will. You are found in jobs such as teaching, preaching, and selling. Your compassion and awareness of physical conditions often attracts you to health professions, where you can provide warmth, comfort, and patient caring. You are less likely to be happy in work demanding mastery of abstract ideas or impersonal analysis. You think best when talking with people, and enjoy communicating. You have to make a special effort to be brief and businesslike and not let sociability slow you down on the job.
You like to base your plans and decisions upon known facts and on your personal values. While liking to have matters decided or settled, you do not necessarily want to make all the decisions yourself. You run some risk of jumping to conclusions before you understand the situations. If you have not taken time to gain first-hand knowledge about a person or situation, your actions may not have the helpful results you intended. For example, in the beginning of a new project or job, you may do things you assume should be done, instead of taking the time to find out what is really wanted or needed. You have many definite "shoulds" and "should nots," and may express these freely.
You find it is especially hard to admit the truth about problems with people or things you care about. If you fail to face disagreeable facts, or refuse to look at criticism that hurts, you will try to ignore your problems instead of searching for solutions.

look at the clouds, it looks kinda fierce ><

ACS on thurs [= RGS concert

lengthy post today [=

let bygones be bygones
perhaps things would change for the better?






i donno what will my tomorrow be




will it change for the better or the worse?


bottled up feelings
who knows




i just cant express myself out




time


if i could wind back time
but will the ending still be the same or even worse?
time
heals and hurts

ah shit shit shit!

chatted with mp talk about results

sad

sad

sad

sad

sad

sad

im eligible for only ite

how?

how?

how?

bang my head onto the walls?

jump of the building?

or knock down by the car?

my heart is filled with emptiness

i need something to lie on

do i just have walls?

went to the doctor today

and i took a snap of this pic[=

just boring luh nothing to do

got two test today

english compo writing and geography

i don wished to even think of the results

i know myself

hahs

i won`t score well

okays people byes!

enjoy your youth day holiday [=

im so sleepy!




]=










some things are just prestined


i donno what will happen to me tomorrow


humans?
what are humans and animals?
are they the same?
i doubt so
perhaps humans are more sentimental is it?
i donno


what is love?

blah blah blah blah blah~




today woke up too early ==
hohhs
i had this CIP thingy [=
i pretty like cip cos you get to know what are the people aroud you is happening
and
yup
i can get to help
so i waited for the time to struck 7.50am and i went out of the house to board the mrt
hehs
so i`ve reached and the group i was in consist of dewi, fooxin, keqian, cheeheng and myself
and then we waited for mr koh outside the CMS room
[=
lalalala
was chatting about er ghost lols
and for your information or whatever
though its kinda superstitious
hahs
don talk about those things in the night, although it may seems to be fun
but its wouldn`t be fun if those things that you`ve said become real
so which means if you say those things in the night cos it might really happen [=




back to the CIP, its call the heartspring and we are painting the house
i missed the last few paintings as i sprained my ankle twice
awws
sad
cip hours gone
so for today its realy fun and fun and fun
muahahahahahahahasss
but i think we got into some trouble
yups
so anyways its already nothing and the problem is like small
i shoudn`t think so much about it right? okays chatted and played with the paint. kinda childish but is fun
lols!
there was seriously a lot of bugs and cockraches
and
dewi and fooxin was like super scared rolf. and yups [=
overall i think everything is like worth it
don mind being dirty as long as i can do my best to help others.

pictures:

bored p;






school starts
everything gotta rush
term 3 is a short term
so everything being pushed forward


wonder what will happen to myself?
will i be able to cope?
will i able to score well?
hohs


i pondered a lot this few nights
a lot of things went through my mind
never mindi don feel like saying out




anyway today went tao nan school to rehearse er the performance at parkway parade
tao nan school is like big
yeps
and kaqian told me that all the students from tao nan had to learn higher chinese
woah
lols
special ehs
i have doubts about it
hahs
so
i went to ask a lil boy who went past me
lols
"erm excuse me your school de students all have to study higher chinese?"
"yeps" he was like rushing
"all ar?"
"ya"
"oh okays thanks lots"






i seem so retarded and suaku




bye

SAD ...


ace-learning not yet complete for the last one ...
due date is up!
hohos.
i thought its was due tomorrow ...


never mind then help wei lun do his
while doing
i realised my maths really needs more improvement
lack of practice basically due to my laziness

omg
eng homework uncomplete!
most of maths uncomplete!




how?!?!?










never mind
just live one day by one day
i cant imagine what will become of me ...
don care le
bye bye

^ this is the broken bio disc wrapped together using ____ xD

still effective though. luckily [=

i got a bio disc [=


but mum yesterday night broke it.
it was under or rather inside my pillow ...
then i didn`t saw how my mum broke it ...
just heard "piang"
hohoho ... whole thing gone ...
perhaps mummy wants to put my pillow nicely and accidentally that bio disc slipped out then dropped on the floor ...




wasted ...
papa was so pissed off ... but not that angry ...
cos its a gift ...
if its bought by him ...
i think he was tear the roof down ...
for me ... i just feel sad only ...
bio disc sounds really cool ...
i only try it once with the carlsberg, if you put it on top if the disc ... the gas contain inside for the drink will disappear ...
hehhehs ... i also donno how to say ><>< color="#66ff99">[edited]

answer: i now why le [= i just read about the bio disc ... its one of the so-called function of the bio disc.

i view the disc on the bio disc [=

its invented by this guy from germany he is a professer and a doctor

called Dr. Ian Lyons

so some of the appications of this bio disc:

1) carry the Amezcua Bio Disc with you to improve your harmony and energy levels

2) put the Amezcua Bio Disc in your refrigerator to boost the quality and taste of your food and beerages.

3) place your beverages and bottles on top of the Amezcua Bio Disc

etc. etc.

suddenly super addicted to the song hao peng you by luo zhi xiang [=
singing it everyday


and im going off to do housework [=
byes [=

so the boring ~.~


hahas


buh-bye

dang!


i donno where have i put that thick thick geography notes!


so, i cant find it ... either its lost or i`ve place it in the school locker ... i hoped i pray its better in the school locker ...


in the meantime, anyone can lend me that thick thick geography notes to study please >< ? thanks [=

msn me or sms me please thanks[=

so, since im so bored and reluctant to do my homework ... hahs ... i shall do this quiz tagged by limxuanzheng
~.~


so lets start:


If your Lover betray you, what will your reaction be?
since is my Lover, he wont betray me ... if he betray me i shall break with him hahs and cry hohs ... what am i talking hahs next question.


If you have a dream come true, what will it be?
well, i donno xP


What will your dream wedding be like?
hohs! i want it to be romantic and fullof surprise [= life wouldn`t be fun if there isn`t any surprise! [=


What's your ideal lover like?
er well its a ... secret[=


Which is more blessed,loving someone or loved by someone?
well, i think for me it should be loved by someone ...


How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
well, i donno ... what is love? ~.~
huh?


Is there anything that made you unhappy this few days?
well ... obviously have right lols ... hohs .. never mind its the past


Is being tagged fun?
well i donno! [=


How do you see yourself in ten years time?
i want to be perfect so maybe i wont be perfect hahs


Who are currently most important people to you?
EVERYONE [=


Would you rather be a single & rich or married but poor?
i want to be marrie but poor [=


Whats th first thing you do every morning?
look into the mirror [=


Would you give all in a relationship?
all? not "all" hahs ... well girls always tend to be the losing out one in relationships dont you agree?


If you fall in love with two person stimultaneously, who will you pick?
hahs ... i think that will be impossible .. or rather it will be possible i will give questions to test myself out hahs


What type of friends would you like?
any type [=


Do you have a pet?
nopey [=


What type of friends do you dislike?
er ... no type bahx xP




8 person to be tagged:
1.who
2.ever
3.that
4.wants
5.to
6.do
7.are
8.tagged[=

i think theres something wrong with my fastwebcounter ]=
is like 8 digits ... siao
how can it be so many peeps visiting my blog
so
what to do?
change [=


drats la
how?!?!

not nice liao]=
no money go buy new one ... WHATS THE POINT OF LIVING]=

some unglam ugly pics ><

close your eyes

hehs ... its just some random pics to put ...

well, went malaysia for er 3 days yupp and came back today ...

theres a change of maid at my grandma house ]=

[the maid is for doing the housework and looking after the kids not for my grandma [= my grandma isn`t that old hors just celebrated her birthday she is 58 ...]

i miss the old one the old maid that is around early 20s ... this is 31 years old and hehs ... i find her bit "dangerous"

well perhaps im not close or whatever to her ...

shes only 31 and is married and had children ... i don`t know how many but my aunt told me that her oldest child has the same age as me means that 31-15= 16 ...

3 days there had been drinking at night whoooo ...

drown my sorrows eh ... what sorrows would i have? hehs ... i know? nobody knows ...

later i go drink again hahs ... cant go pub/disco ]= underage ...

aunt suggest go pub issit or disco?

then i say on i tall enough try trick them ><

aunt say okay

but

told me to consider

she say can go but

what if seriously kana caught by police

once go in is hard to get out is UNDERAGE

full stop

sulk

drink

crappy

new house but i miss the old bed ]=

my mummy get my old bolster back for me [=

hahs

homework still undone ...

storybooks still unread ...
!#$%@$#^&

gotta quit myy vulgarities ...

though never say out

but when im angry those words kept trying to come out of my mouth

papa friends uncle quit smoking

me quit vulgarities

full stop here[=

well ... im lazy to blog ... perhaps just leave it dead ><


so my results was damn lousy =/ have to work harder for eoys ...
and blah blah blah ...

so, went for the tourism thingy for 3 days ... hoho ...


overall i think it was fun but i seems like AS [anti-social] ... ahahaha ...
it was tired too ... they were many activities and was fun ... i cant really remember what happened on the first day ... second day went to the jurong bird park ... role play ... i was stuck there ohohoho ... others will have to evaluate me so the results was like unexpected ... they should be anyhow tick want ... last day also got role play ... arghhhh ...


nothing to say ...
left 2 more weeks and that pile of homework of mine is still there {=


my ace-learning still not done ...
ohhhhhh nooooooooooo ...
buh-bye
i`ll blog when i`ve have to mood to =}

woohoo~

done with new blogskin and url~

accidentally changed old website first then cant do relink website! shyt.

then well have to call people to relink one by one.

its tiring ~.~

so yup ... i feel like going to watch the accuracy of death ... donno nice or not hmmmm ...

well ...

just now played wahjong [=

i want to play real life de ><

lols.

guai kia or pai kia?

BANG!
always walkingontheroad. almostdiedutdidnt.sometimeslifeisreallymeaninglesstome.itsjustnothing.nothingisnothing


oh ho. crap.


so well. exams are finally over yup but theres still EOY and more and more. crap. yup.


is it a good news or bad news?


i suppose im not getting good results.
so forget about it and just forget ...


phew ...
so ...
argh i feel like shouting and screaming [i cantscream ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!]

well ... i donno what on earth is becoming of me ...

so ... i donno if things happening this week are good or bad ...
i donno what should i do ...




cant sleep well, no appetite, feel nauseous ... sigh*

i regretted

well ... i wished he had listened to me

i should ........

MYE is around erm ... 9 more days time ?




boohoo ...



never mind ... i will try my best ...


interested to know what happened to me last few days?
noone is interested so i shall not say ~.~


anyways ... i think im gonna flunk my geog test and e-maths test ...


HELP ME T.T




im trying to complete my work ... but sigh
trying to revise but nothing goes inside my mind ... i just cant absorb ...

2 more weeks! MYE~

~.~

stressed up`

lazy to do anything ...

i think im going to flunk my bio test today ...

homeworks piling up~~

never mind ... im shortlisted for ZhuHai trip [=

quite happy that my school actually have such exchange program ... i din get to go for the HongKong one ... so, i hope i will pass the interview [=

boohooooos ````

i donno why i din feel that excited than before??eman ruoy ees nid i soc? uoytuobagniknihtmorfflesympotstnaci

what is Love ?

should i take one and try?

so what if it harms my body

not even a single soul cares

i suppose

lalalalala~~~

18 more days to MYE!
its coming nearer and nearer ...

Did anyone see before how cats kiss ? well i did! lols!

i was on my back home with keqian after the mini concert ... then i saw two cats inside the school premises, somwhere at the car park ... first the cats was like jumping then i thought they were fighting ... so, i stood there and see ... then sudenly it went silent ... then i saw it was standing, holding on each other shoulder, and KISSING each other lols ...

28 MORE DAYS TO MYE


times really flies ... "O' levels are coming next year ... though its next year but ... times flies ...
how?
should i go Poly or JC?
if i go poly, i will get a diploma cert. and work after finishing my course in poly ...
but if i go JC, i will get an A-level cert. then go uni but wat if i cant get into uni?


im in dilemma ...

Man: How old is your father?

Boy : As old as me.

Man: How can that be?

Boy : He became a father only when I was born..

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DEATH NOTE IS NICE ["
lols ... its showing on this coming sunday 8.30pm on channel U [=


so, tomorrow got physic test.
have i studied? lols obviously have ... but i have no confidence of scoring high ]=


today early dismissal for a maths remedial cos we have people changing our greenboard to whiteboard ~.~


i a in one of the few class that has a greenboard thats been put up ... currently its not really good ... for those who do not have in their class, perhaps they think that its cool? to have a greenboard ... but after ard 3 months in the class ... that greenboard is not really that good kays ... its hard to clean and that marker is hard to use too ... teachers are having a difficult time pressing the ink out ~.~ erm ... and ... i saw how the constructor? [erm, im not sure if they are called constructor ...] get rid of the "greenboard" and replace it with a "whiteboard" which they says its much more easier to see the words written on the board as it does not have so much reflecting effects ...


so i took the pictures of how they get rid of it ... i and camillia was standing at there looking and that teacher keep shoo-ing us away and say don look don look ==
i shall not post the pictures in case anyones tries to destroy the board ...


they are using our class as an experiment? zzz ... so this greenboard was not nice and was troublesome too, and not beneficial for us ... i rather they give us a normal whiteboard ... now "whiteboard" ... not sure if its good so i will go check it out tomorrow [=


shucks ... geography powerpoint not done yet ]=
lfl better don call my group tomorrow [=

Signboard Outside A Prostitute's House:

Married MEN Not Allowed. We Serve The Needy, Not The Greedy...

today ]=

so don talk about today


something that shoulden happen happened perhaps to people its just a minor case
perhaps i probe into it too much
cry? i cant stop ... words cant explain much so i just left it unsaid in this blog
anyways nobody bothers

yesterday was x-country

at bedok resevoir, so mean no school. [=

then went to vivo city.
wanted to watch the leap years but, no time ]=

never mind

bye[=


not in the mood to blog ]=

dlrowsihtebnedluohsi

BOO!




im bored tsk tsk ...




first day of school reopens` boring! the night before school reopens slept in late about 3 plus ... was chatting and smsing and in the end, fell asleep ... actually decided not to sleep for the whole night derh ... but lols ... i also donno ... but although din slept enough but then still not tired ... in the school until 6.30pm ]= sad lurh ... boring ... then monday and tuesday [if im not wrong] night con. again ...




on tuesday, camillia told me about a ghost story " one missed call" ... is about a phone then when you pick it up ... then it will says donno what derh la then after hearing that will die ... the person will die from accident and seems like a real accident but all this is a set up ... cause theres a spirit going in the phone ... its a litte boy ... he has emotional prolem since young ... so he has a younger sister ... one day he took a sweet to pamper his sister to let him to do something to her ... so he was taking a knife trying to hurt his sister ... then this moment his mother came in the room and said," i KNEW IT ... its ALWAYS YOU TRYING TO HURT YOUR SISTER!" then the mother shut the boy in the room ... then this boy was like wearing a dark black jacket with a hood then the hood was like covering his head ... so he was locked in the room then he cried out" let me out! let me out!" then after that he die cause he lack of oxygen and was crying and shouting plus his asthma break out ... it was too late when he want to use his asthma that thing ... so he had the revenge thinking trying to kill the people in the world ... then camillia told my one part was this guy he picked up the phone then he heard the weird ringtone then at the moment ... the door bell rang ... then this guy went to peep through the hole of his door ... the one needle poke through his one his eyes ... cause when you peep is use one eye derh right ... yupp ... then poke through the eye ... yupp ... camillia told me something like that la ...




i realised that i had phobia of dolls ... those barbie dolls etc. cause perhaps im superstitious bahs ... people says if the dolls "sniff" in the smell of joss sticks or whatever ... they will come alive ... omg ... i stop this topic ...




then on wednesday ... i think i din conference ler bahs ? cant realy remember ... cause after not sleeping well on sunday,monday and tuesday 's night [by the way, is i cant sleep and not that i don wan to sleep] starting to get tired lerh ... ut the weird thing is those two days not tired at all derh ... lols ...




well ... yupps ...

hello [=

okays.

im boreddddddddddd...

FIRSTLY, thanks for those who tagged ...
so, secondly, no mooooddddd to update at all ]=

what shall i post ...

urmmmmm ... chinese new year ? went to malaysia ... din perform during cny celebration ... zzz ... that was a long time ago already ...

last last week sprain my ankle ]= pain seh ... the feel like ... my whole foot was gone ... super duper pain .. whole foot go numb liao ... somemore is in the morning after morning assembly ... need to bear the pain during all the lessons lehh ... then until now ... still haven fully recover yet ... how? donno la ... sian ...

then progress report card? ... badly done ]=

everything i do seems to be meaningles

whatsmore can i do?

i cry out silently at a corner with fear

who knows?

the emptiness, loneliness, fearfulness deep inside of me

who will underdstand?

sometimes i really wonder

should i be in this world?

no ones understand what i really wants]=

oh my goodness ... my english is seriously lousy ... how am i going to get a good grades for my 'o' s

]=

soooo ... im stressed ]=

geography ... don understand at all!!! DIE BAHX!

so lets forget about school work for a moment! i need a rest ...

CCA points! only got 9!!! how come!!! one of the frens i know quitted one cca and joined one can have more points than me!!! how come!!! hmph!!!!!

today choir ... did nothing ... they was like rehearsing in the hall for CNY celebration ... i din perform so no nid rehearse so i just sat there and do my own things ...

yeayea ... so nothing much ...

BUH BYE~~~~~~~

peoples, take cares [=

its a sad, bad and awful day for me today ]=

after school ... at the canteen ... i was so pissed off ... what the ... never mind ... don feel like mentioning it ... then actually was going out but was cancelled last minute ... never mind ... lets don talk about today ...

SO,

tests and tests and coming up and tommorow got e-maths test argh.

and theres maths everyday ...

awww... maths is difficult and i've been trying to understand what ms ng is teaching ...

headache ...

geography... theres alot that i don understand and mrs lee din give us notes. and the way she speak. i afraid i going to fail if i don buck up in my geography.

social studies well ... not bad ... at least still can cope with it ...

chemistry ... i can sense that whatever i do ... she picking on me ... i donno why ...

and i don like her ]=

not performing during chinese new year celebration ... quite sad for me ]= cause im going malaysia so not performing [=

its been quite a long time since the last time i performed ...

i really don understand why i went to faith3-1 ... though its a good class? that has triple science ... but ... im not used to it ... so quiet during lessons ... and stressful for me]=

i REALLY REALLY have to buck up and mug hard ...

world is black darkness. tears and bleeding. outer just a mask. its the inner side thats hurting. its meaningless to live. kill me stab me. the feeling, no one to talk to. no one to lean on. no one will ever understand. its terrible ...

HAPPY NEW YEAR~ [[=

its a new year [[= and school is going to start TOMORROW! whoa thats fast

hahas

so i spent all my holidays at malaysia ... went bonkers there ... had fun ... of course hahas[= slept in very late hahas ... latest record 7.30am then sleep hahas ... and went to see doctor there for my hand ... so the doctor call me to soak my hand in hot salt water! so first time i soak ... my hand was ... RED ... need to go back after i finished the medicine so now is better ... but doc say heart a bit weak ]= so ... its a bad news ... well ... never mind ... and came back singapore on 24th dec to buy books on the 26th and my bro had go for sec1 registration which was on the 25th ... he was late for it ... yupp ... then before tt came back singapore with my uncle by lorry ... cos only can go overseas for one month then need to go back then after that night go bck malaysia agn ... so was kana scolding by one stupid madam at the custom ... then talk crap say i cannot take lorry and lorry are only for workers! CRAP! then scold me until like i what ... say even a primary1 kid can take bus then cal me take bus at malaysia by my own then go bac singapore ... stupid ... then i go answer back her what the problem with that ... then ask me what school i from ... then how i go to school then i say i walk to school ... then she say in a sacarstic manner," OH so YOU can WALK " i was like what the hell la ... and then call me to take all my things out of my bag ... what the hell ... as if like i prisoner or something else like that ...

so go malaysia again on the 27th dec hahas ... then came back singapore yesterday ... by lorry again ... luckily never tio that malay woman again ... thank God ...

so i shall do a quiz which was told by vivian next time sorry xp...